She doesn't pull away. Instead, she increases her pace, one hand gently cupping my balls while the other grips my hip, encouraging me.
I fight against every screaming instinct in my body, my hand tightening in Nova's hair as I pull back. The sensation is almost unbearable, her warm mouth, the suction, the way she looks at me with those hungry eyes, but I manage to withdraw, a guttural groan escaping my throat.
"Not like this," I rasp, my cock throbbing painfully, glistening wet from her mouth. "The first time I cum for you, it's going to be inside your tight pussy."
Her eyes darken with desire, pupils dilating as she rises to her feet.
"Strip. Now." My voice is barely recognizable, rough with need.
I move to the door, throwing the bolt with trembling hands before turning to the bedside table. The drawer slides open easily, revealing the condoms I keep there out of habit rather than expectation. When I turn back, Nova is peeling her sweater over her head, revealing a simple black bra that somehow looks more erotic than any lingerie.
"This is not how this should be," I groan, watching as she shimmies out of her jeans. "This should be more about your pleasure, and your needs, but if I don't get inside your pussy right now, I'm going to blow my load on the floor."
Nova meets my eyes as she unhooks her bra, letting her full breasts spill free. Her nipples are hard, dusky pink against her pale skin.
"It's about both our pleasure, Finn, not just mine," she says, hooking her thumbs into her panties and sliding them down her legs. "We can do all the rest later, but what I need right now is for you to fuck me like a normal person with growing feelings for you." She tilts her head, completely naked and utterly vulnerable before me. "Can you do that, Finn? For me?"
I don't respond with words. Instead, I push her gently onto the bed, watching as she bounces slightly on the mattress, her breasts swaying with the movement. I tear open the condom packet with my teeth, rolling it down my length, never taking my eyes off her.
I climb over her, my larger body caging hers as I grip her thighs, spreading them wide. The sight of her exposed pussy, pink and glistening with arousal, nearly undoes me. I position myself at her entrance, our eyes locked as I push forward, sinking into her inch by painstaking inch.
Nova whimpers, her back arching as I fill her completely. She's tight, so fucking tight, gripping my cock like a velvet vise. I have to pause when I'm fully seated, giving us both a moment to adjust to the overwhelming sensation.
"You feel incredible," I breathe against her neck, my arms trembling with the effort of holding back. "So fucking perfect."
Her hands slide up my back, nails digging in slightly. "Move, Finn. Please."
I withdraw slowly, almost completely, before driving back in with a force that makes the headboard knock against the wall. Nova gasps, her legs wrapping around my waist, pulling me deeper.
"Yes," she hisses, her hips rising to meet mine. "Just like that."
I establish a rhythm, deep and steady, watching her face for every reaction. The way her lips part with each thrust, the flush spreading across her chest, the way her eyes flutter closed when I hit a particularly sensitive spot.
"Look at me," I command, slowing my pace. "I want to see you."
Her eyes open, meeting mine with an intimacy that's almost more intense than our physical connection. I reach between us, my thumb finding her clit, circling it as I continue to thrust.
"Oh God," she moans, her inner walls clenching around me. "Finn, that's?—"
"You like that," I murmur, increasing the pressure slightly. "Let go, Nova. I've got you."
Her first orgasm hits her like a wave, her body arching beneath mine, her pussy pulsing around my cock as she cries out. I swallow the sound with my mouth, kissing her deeply as she shakes apart.
Before she can fully recover, I flip us over, settling her on top of me. Her eyes widen in surprise, then darken with renewed desire as she realizes the position gives her control.
"Show me how you want it," I say, my hands gripping her hips.
She braces her hands on my chest, lifting herself up before sinking back down on my cock with a moan that sends fire racing through my veins. The sight of her above me, her breasts bouncing with each movement, her head thrown back in pleasure, is almost more than I can bear.
"You're so deep this way," she gasps, grinding against me. "So fucking good."
I thrust upward to meet her, one hand sliding up to cup her breast, thumb brushing across her nipple. The other remains on her hip, guiding her movements, helping her find the angle that makes her gasp and shudder.
"That's it," I encourage as she picks up speed, riding me with increasing urgency. "Take what you need."
Her movements become more erratic as she chases her pleasure, her pussy clenching around me in a way that tests my control. When I feel her start to tighten, I sit up, changing the angle while keeping her in my lap.
"Finn!" she cries out as the new position drives me impossibly deeper.
