“It’s OK, love. I’ve met enough Alphas to know your worries aren’t completely unwarranted. I’m pretty sure they are with everyone in our pack, though. You’d be able to top anyone except Shan if you wanted to.”
“I don’t plan on having sex with anyone other than you.”
He didn’t include Freya. As if he would be able to resist her for long. He was in denial, then. I smirked.
“Plans change. You can touch me however you want, Nolan. Choke me, spank me, I’m down for most things and if something makes me uncomfortable, I’ll tell you.”
Pushing up onto his hands, he stared down at me in a whole new light. Arousal pulsed through our bond, growing stronger the more we touched; the more we trusted each other. He was seeing new possibilities he hadn’t considered before, when he’d assumed I’d be pounding into his ass whether he liked it or not.
“Been a while since I’ve been fucked, obviously, so I hope you’ve got some lube,” I murmured, digging my heels into his ass and pulling him forward until our cocks rubbed together. We both hissed.
“Got plenty of lube,” Nolan grunted.
“Get it out, then.”
“No. Too early.”
I fought not to show how pleased I was at him taking charge, shutting down my ideas. With all my protectiveness and possessiveness, I liked my partner having control. It probably was why I’d fallen so fast and hard for Freya, loving her before I even bound myself as her familiar and dealing with the longing in my chest through the years.
“You’ll tell me to stop if I do something you don’t like?” he asked, a hint of nervousness remaining.
“Absolutely. I doubt anything you do to me could be unpleasant, though.”
“You would be surprised by what I have running through my mind right now.”
My cock jumped and Nolan glanced down, finally letting loose one of those wide grins that had driven Freya mad before she’d begun flirting with him.
His hands ran across my chest, first the lightest of grazes before the touch roughened, his fingers digging into me as he grabbed. I groaned and arched up, rubbing our cocks together and getting the tiniest amount of friction. Nolan moved his hips back so I couldn’t do it again, but I didn’t get a chance to complain before he was pinching both of my nipples.
“Fucking angels,” I gasped.
My nipples were a direct line to my hole, which was clenching tightly. I wondered if Nolan would figure that out today. He was watching my reactions like a fucking hawk, used to observing. He didn’t stay on my nipples for long, exploratory fingers trailing down my abs, swirling around my navel, and stroking my cock and balls.
Then he slid his knees back and bent over, pressing a kiss to the underside of my shaft. “I’ve been wanting to taste you since the second I saw you,” he murmured.
I groaned, fisting the sheets.
He only kissed my length again, not even slipping his tongue between his lips to stroke me. Nolan had my cock dripping precum from the intensity of the tease by the time he paused. “Aren’t you going to beg for it?” he asked, grinning up at me.
“Shit,” I hissed. “Fuck, Nolan, please.”
“Please what?”
“Suck me.”
“Not the most polite request I’ve heard, but it passes. Do better next time.”
My whispered ‘yes, sir’ was choked by a moan when he sucked the tip of my cock into his mouth. I bucked up but he shoved my hips down, pinning me to the bed with a surprising amount of strength considering his small stature. He was a stronger vampire than I was, though. Pure bloodline and not a hybrid.
Nolan teased my tip for a while until he pulled back, letting the cool air brush against my wet cock. He hadn’t even used his hand on the bottom half, and the skin was ultra-sensitive, aching for attention. Reaching over to the bedside table, he rifled through the drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube. “Do you think Freya knows what we’re doing up here? That I’m going to be fucking your tight hole and not the other way around?”
I released a choked laugh, staring as he coated two of his fingers in the slick substance. “Oh, Freya knows you’re in charge of me.”
Him mentioning her was unexpected, though she stayed constantly at the back of my mind. Maybe freeing him to be the one on top gave him more freedom to imagine a future as Freya’s lover, too.
“I thought she would assume you were in charge, considering how possessive you are.”
“Possessive doesn’t equal in charge.”