“Your ass is milking me so good. Can I come inside you? Can I breed you?”
“Please,” is all I manage to whimper.
He pumps into me once, twice, three more times before he stills over me, his face contorted in pleasurable pain.
He’s so fucking beautiful it makes my heart stutter.
When he’s drained dry, he looks down at me with an expression of awe. “Thank you,” he whispers, then lowers himself to kiss me, melding our bodies together.
After he releases my mouth, I pull him down until he’s lying flush against my chest, his dick still hard and pulsing inside me.
“I love you,” I whisper.
“I love you too. I love you so fucking much.”
TWENTY-FOUR
WESLEY
I practically collapseonto Jaxon’s chest, trying to catch my breath and grasp the enormity of the moment. I freely let myself be with a man, and it was better than I could have ever imagined. A big reason for that is the man himself.
Jaxon felt amazing. Better than even my wildest dreams. I was always so afraid to explore that part of me, after Perry fucking marred it for me. But being with Jaxon made me realize that even if I had been with someone else, it would have felt brand-new with him. Because I love him, and he loves me.
“You okay?” I croak, swallowing roughly to moisten my dry throat. I turn my head and nuzzle against his neck, peppering kisses there. He moans softly, tilting his head to the side so I can kiss him more.
He hisses when I thrust into him again, my dick still hard as a rock, even though I just came my brains out. “I’m…good. Jesus, Wes. You’re like the Energizer Bunny.”
“Do you want me to stop?” I ask, slowing down and rolling my hips gently into him in case I’m hurting him.
He growls and wraps his legs around me. “Don’t you fucking dare,” he warns, using his ankles to spur me on.
I spear into him, my cum lubing me better than the lotion, making his hole drip for me. Fuck, I will never get used to how good he feels. How his moans soak into me. How his body reacts to my touch, my dick.
Jaxon is so responsive, his moans and mewls uninhibited. It goes straight to my head, urging me on. “Give me another, baby. One more nut for me.”
“Fucking hell,” he babbles, tossing his head back as he meets my thrusts. “I’m right there. Come with me.” A long moan leaves his throat, and his cock twitches on his belly and spurts his pleasure.
I pull out and jerk my dick, spraying my load onto his softening shaft and lower belly. On instinct, I reach out and rub it in, mingling our eruptions together. Jaxon gasps but places his hand over mine, helping me to smear our essence into his skin.
Once I’ve sufficiently claimed him, I collapse onto him, gathering him in my arms and rolling over to my back, bringing him with me. A long sigh leaves me, and my heart rate slows, and contentment settles over me.
“Sorry about that,” I say, kissing the top of his head. “I didn’t mean to…”
He lifts his head, looking at me with sex drunk eyes. “You didn’t mean to what?”
“Hurt you.” My heart clenches as I think about the pained expression on his face when I entered him. I hate that I was the one that put it there. “You were…you were hurting, and it was because of me. I didn’t?—”
He covers my mouth with his hand and shakes his head. “You didn’t, I promise. It stings, yes, but that’s to beexpected. I wanted it. You didn’t…take advantage of me. I swear it.”
Something unfurls in my gut, and I breathe out the pent-up breath that was trapped in my lungs. I’m not so sure I didn’t hurt him, but Jaxon wouldn’t lie to me. If I hurt him, or if he didn’t want it, he would have told me. He’s never held his tongue before.
Words burst from my lips before I can stop them. “I’ve never been with a man. You’re the only man I’ve ever kissed, I’ve ever loved, I’ve ever wanted to be with.”
He looks at me with an expression of knowing, but he asks anyway. “Why?”
“Perry.” There doesn’t need to be any other explanation, but I continue speaking. “It was always so bad when he…did what he did to me. The pain was so fucking unbearable. I didn’t want anyone else to do that to me, but I also didn’t want to cause that kind of discomfort to anyone. Women asked me to…touch them there, but I never did. I’ve never done anything like that.”
When Jaxon asked me to make love to him, no matter how much I wanted it, I was afraid that thoughts of Perry would overshadow what I had with him. That I would only think about what was done to me and how badly it hurt and wouldn’t want to go through with it.
