I fuckinghateher.
I hate her and her family.
Years of my life, just fucking worthless.
I sink to the floor, sucking in gulps of air before wiping under my eyes and the snot dripping from my nose. Everything hurts, my chest, my heart, my mind. It’s as if it’s crushing upon me.
God, everything I was building a future toward. Just gone. Time wasted.
Having to start over at nearly thirty seems like a failure.
I take a large gasp of air when hands touch me, and I jerk away.
“Ethan, what the fuck?” Trent’s voice sounds alarmed, but I try to scoot away from him, wanting to be alone.
“What happened?” he asks, and I shake my head.
He grabs my arms, and lifts me with ease to sit on the edge of the bed.
“Please.” His soft plea has me blowing out a long breath, my lips vibrating with the force.
I can’t make out his face through my tears. “They knew, they didn’t care. No one fucking cares. No one fucking cares about me.”
“I care. I’ve always cared… Let me show you how much,” Trent says, his hand sliding down my stomach and into my pants to wrap around my hardening length.
He licks his lips, stepping closer, pressing his hot and hard erection against my thigh.
“You want this?” he asks, his thumb smearing my leaking pre-cum all over the tip of my cock.
I do, I want it a lot. “Y-yeah.”
“Do you want more than my hand?” he rasps. He rests his forehead against mine; I can feel his breath on my lips.
My chest is heaving, my shallow pants fanning across his face. He’s still stroking my cock, his other hand gripping my ass. I’m not sure I’m ready to try that, so I swallow and say nothing.
Trent smiles gently. “I meant my mouth.”
“What?”
I suck in a breath as he presses his lips against my jaw.
“I want to suck your cock, Ethan. Tell me you’re okay with that,” he whispers.
My heart clenches in my chest. “Okay.”
He kisses my lips, pulling away before I can make up my mind to kiss him back. “Good boy, I’ll make you feelso good.”
The brush of his pinkie along the vein on the underside of my shaft has me shuddering.
Trent lowers to his knees, pushing my pants down with him and my hard cock springs out. His hold on me shifts as he drags his flattened tongue down my entire shaft, before circling the tip and sucking it between his lips. I groan, unable to contain the pleasure from the teasing of his tongue. His piercing is a sensation I’ve never felt before, and my ass clenches while my cock swells larger.
Trent shifts on his knees as he bobs up and down my length, taking more of me inside him with each pass.
“Jesus,” I groan, my fist curling at my side with the temptation to tangle my fingers in his hair. When he takes me deeper, I hit the back of his throat and my balls draw up at the sound of his gargle.
He swallows around me and my knees shake, barely keeping me upright.
“Fuck, I’m coming,” I cry out, my cock jerking because I can’t hold it back any longer. I’ve never been quick to the draw, but the pleasure is so overwhelming I can’t control it.
