"So na' all that shit handled."
"Na'.." He trailed off, licking his lips.
"Whatchu gon' do?" He asked as I stood there speechless.
"You leavin'?" He asked sternly.
"Or you stayin' and working shit out with a nigga?"
Standing there in silence, I looked down at the huge shirt of his that I had on. I had no words to say after hearing his spill. And I guess I couldn't really be mad at him since all of this happened after we were broken up.
"I'm staying." I spoke softly, coming to my senses.
"You stayin'?" He asked for confirmation and I nodded.
"Aight then, get your ass back in the bed and talk to me about how you feel."
"Cause you got a right to feel a way but I ain't gon' sit here and argue about what the fuck I did as a single man." He went on as I made my way back over to the bed and he grabbed me, pulling me to him.
I now straddled him as he looked up at me with serious eyes.
"Gon' ahead and tell me whatchu feel. Get all your anger out."
"Well to start.." I trailed off, nervously as he looked up into my eyes.
"I'm mad at you because I don't like the fact that you were intimate like that with another girl but like you said we weren't together and we had no plans of being together again, which I get."
"But you felt the need to do it three times which hurts a little bit because you obviously enjoyed it." I cringed a bit, visualizing it.
"I did." He nodded as I looked down at him, trying to hold my composure.
"You did?" I asked and he nodded.
"I'm not gon' lie to you and tell you I didn't because I did. That's why I did that shit three times." He went on bluntly and I bit my lip to keep it from trembling.
"But I would never do that shit again because sex can't change the way I operate. I'm a grown ass man, I know how to control myself. If I'm with you, I'm with you. And I'm with you, so that's it."
"You're with me?" I spoke softly and he nodded slowly.
"I'm with you, Tiana."
"And It's gon' take some time to get all the way there but even during just the journey, ma. I'm with you, only you."
"Okay." I spoke, believing everything he was saying to me. I trusted him.
"You hear me?" He went on and I simply nodded.
"Aight. So we done talking about this na'?"
"I guess, yeah."
"Aight then, it's over. I'a call the bitch in the morning and get it resolved for your assurance. After that, I don't wun' hear no more about it, T."
"That shit over with."
"Aight?" He asked and I nodded slowly.
"Aight, na' give me a kiss so I can go to sleep."
