I couldn't believe he was really saying this right now. I'd thought the reasoning would be much more stress filled but obviously I was completely wrong.
"I was high as shit last night and I told you I wun' feel you.."
"That's part of what I was talkin' bout."
"Babe." I couldn't help but to laugh as he smiled at me.
"And you're serious too." I shook my head at him.
"I know that shit sound crazy, T. But this real shit." He went on as my laughter slowly died down.
"And it don't even just be the sex either like even when I'm just talking to you.."
"Like right na'."
"That shit feel enhanced, like the emotions I feel for you are like times two and I'm already deeply in love with you, ma."
"So this shit feel even deeper when I smoke." He explained, looking at me seriously and oddly enough this was so romantic to me.
"That's why I be askin' you to smoke, so you can feel this shit on my level."
"This shit really deep for you, ma."
Smiling to myself, I began to realize that's why his words were always so deep. He obviously felt things differently.
"But I already do." I had to admit.
I mean though I didn't smoke, my feelings for him were still deep as well.
"The love I feel when I'm with you and around you is enhanced without any drugs." I expressed.
"I don't need it to feel you on that level because babe I already do."
"Yeah?" He asked and I nodded slowly.
Saying nothing else, I climbed over the threshold and straddled his lap. He looked up at me, grabbing my waist as he took his bottom lip in between his teeth.
"Whatchu up there for?" He asked, looking into my eyes. I said nothing as I wined my hips slowly, letting my body do the talking.
"You better stop playin' with a nigga before I fuck you right here." He said, looking out of the window and I smiled small.
"So.."
"There's nobody out here." I spoke seductively as he put his blunt to his lips, taking a pull.
"You ain't bout' that shit, T." He shook his head with a smirk and I raised my eyebrows.
"Yes I am." I grabbed his face, kissing his lips and when I pulled back, he looked at me with challenging eyes.
"Show me what's up then." He challenged and I smiled nervously now that he was actually putting me on the spot.
"Okay. Maybe I'm not." I laughed lightly but he sat there with a serious look on his face.
"We can go in the house though." I explained to him and he shook his head, putting his blunt out.
"Na' you was talkin' shit so gon' head, ma."
"Babe." I whined playfully, knowing I really wasn't about it but knowing him he wouldn't let this go easily.
