“But in general, I mostly wish to have sex that is slow and is about us connecting, which is why I talk to you. I also thought itmight help your nervousness, but I like being emotionally close to you.” He bit his lip. “I’m not much for being fucked either. I don’t hate the sensation, but sometimes I feel as if people are forgetting me or using me.”
That was one of Mindy’s big things. He enjoyed being the center of attention, but it was because he didn’t want to be overlooked. The other times we’d had sex came to mind—his loud cries, his holding me close, his calling my name and seeking my gaze. It was more than that. He was always touching me, pulling me close, huffing me, and always needing me. Mindy craved connection, and sex was the ultimate form of connection.
“Sex is about intimacy for me; the rest is trappings,” he said.
“I don’t care if you’re boring, Mindy. I don’t. I want to try things, but it will always be about us being together, not the fucking alone. If you ever want me to fuck you,” I whispered, “I won’t forget you or use you. You are not a toy or a thing for pleasure. You are my boyfriend, my mate, my Serlotminden and I love you.”
He beamed, then pressed his mouth to mine. I groaned into his kiss. Mindy said against my lips, “We’ll try things. Lots of things. Whatever you want… as long as I don’t hate doing it. I do have some limits.”
“Which is good. I do too.” I didn’t know what they all were, but I sure as hell knew I had them. “I don’t like blood.”
“Me either.”
Off to a great start. “I don’t want you to put anything inside my dick.” I’d read about sounding in a smut book once, and it freaked me the fuck out.
“I don’t mind that, but we do not have to.”
“I don’t want to be punished or disciplined.”
“I don’t want to do that or have it done to me either.”
“Good.” I tried to sort through the random porn things I’d seen or read, but I was fairly vanilla all things considered. “I’m not super flexible.”
“I am. You can fold or tie me into all sorts of positions.”
“Good to know.” Blanking, on what else to make off limits, I said, “I like you biting me.” In response, he nipped my shoulder. “I like you spanking me, and I do want to tie you up.”
“I’d like that.”
I kissed his neck. “I like you teasing me with your tail.”
He groaned.
Moving up, I licked his earlobe, and Mindy cried out. I smiled. “I love your noises and when you beg.”
“Mate.”
“I want to try shower sex.”
“We can.”
“I want to try floor sex.”
“Easy. Very easy.”
“I want you to fuck me from behind.”
Serlotminden panted.
“I want you to fuck me against the wall while I cry and scream for you.”
“Oh, Mate,” he said, voice thick.
“I want to edge you until you’re begging for release, then make you come so fucking hard.”
His breath sharpened.
“I want to try everything.”
