“I don’t want to hurt you.”
Lips pursing, I ordered, “Lay down.”
He complied, though he took a minute to arrange the pillows and blankets into a comfortable nest. His cock was hard, the tip glistening with pre-cum. I swallowed as the bead landed on his taut stomach. Carefully, I lowered to my knees. I stroked his thighs, and Fyn spread them further apart with a groan.
This wasn’t going to be the most energetic fuck I’d ever had, but I had to make it good for Fyn. And I needed this. I needed to feel like this was my body, like this was my life, not one I’d stolen. I needed to belong to Fyn, and to know in turn that he belonged to me.
“My Caleb,” he said, “it’s alright if you can’t.”
I licked the head of his cock, making him snarl, and groaned at the sweet taste. “You taste amazing. How do you taste this good? I can’t get over it.”
I sucked the head of his cock into my mouth, relishing him on my tongue. Fyn fisted my hair, though he was careful not to pull too hard on the strands or shove me down onto his cock, but part of me liked the idea of him impaling me on his cock as he used my mouth. Later. We would try that another time.
I slid my hands up his thighs, spreading them even wider to circle his hole. Sunshine sharply inhaled. “Caleb, my Mate. That feels so good.”
I took him as deeply as I could manage before sucking up and pulling on his ring with my teeth.
Fyn panted, arching beneath me. “Caleb.” His thumb stroked my chin as I sucked on his cock, fingers cupping his heavy balls.My cock bounced between my legs as I increased the speed, cheeks hollow with the force I was exerting. I took him all the way into my mouth and fought back a gag, but I swallowed, focusing on breathing through my nose. When my throat relaxed around him, I moaned.
He filled me perfectly.
“Mate,” he growled. I looked up at him and whimpered; he was playing with the golden ring in one of his nipples. Pulling, tugging, teasing, he worked the nub, shaking. It was so fucking hot.
I swallowed again, squeezing his balls. Hollowing my cheeks, I went for the kill, ready to make him fall apart beneath my tongue.
Fyn caught my chin and forced me up and off of him.
“What?” I asked, breath harsh. “What did I do wrong?”
“Nothing, Caleb. I want to come inside you.”
Heat barreled down my spine as my cock twitched, pre-cum escaping the slit. Zoltilvoxfyn sat up and helped me lay down, shoving a pillow under my ass to help support my back, before his lips found mine. He kissed my mouth open and his tongue thrust inside, fucking me. I moaned, sucking on him.
“I’ll be careful,” Fyn whispered, kissing my jaw. “If I hurt you or you need to change positions, tell me.”
When I didn’t reply, he nipped me, making a sharp sting bloom on my chin. “Yes, Sunshine.”
He kissed down my neck to my chest, tongue tasting me. He sucked on one of my nipples, laving the sensitive nub, and I jerked as electricity shot straight down to my cock. He sucked and nibbled, making me writhe.
I grimaced, and he stopped. “Are you well?”
“Keep going.” God, this was going to be the most basic fuck in the history of fucking, but I hurt too bad to do anything. Despite it all, I was desperate for him. I swallowed as tears started togather, making me bite back a swear. I wanted it to be good for Fyn, and I couldn’t do anything. This wasn’t me or my body.
What was I doing?
Fyn stopped, chin resting on me. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
He bit my stomach, and I groaned at the sharp sting. He licked the same spot soothing it away. “Talk to me.”
“I’m sorry.”
“For?”
“Not being able to do anything. It’s pathetic that I can barely please you.”
His brow furrowed. “Caleb, I love you, and I’m not wishing for more nor am I disappointed. Stop fretting.” He kissed my stomach, tongue circling my navel. “This body is all yours, and I love it.” His lips moved over the scars on my waist, tongue darting out to taste my skin.