Fuck.
Just hearing her say something as simple as that is music to my fucking ears.
Still… “Honey, are you sure that’s what you want?” Is she sure thatI’mwhat she wants?
Theo nods and lifts her hips a little so she glides up my length. “I’m sure. I’ve never been more sure of anything. I want you to make love to me, not because we almost died but because we’re alive and together, because we are starting a new chapter in our story and it isn’t going to be one with an ending, just a happily ever after.”
My chest tightens, my heart squeezes so hard it may explode. She has no idea what those words do to me but the hope that blooms inside my rib cage is so big and bright I couldn’t contain it if I tried.
“We do this and there’s no going back, Theo. This happens and you’re mine; not just for now, but forever. I won’t ever be able to let you go, not after this.”
“Good.” She smiles and kisses me, then presses her lips to mine over and over again. “Forever is what I want and there isn’t anyone else in the universe I want it with.”
Then her small delicate hand is sliding down my chest, her fingers dancing across my skin until they’re wrapped around the base of my cock. Theo gives me a slow pump, my breath hitching at the way she feels, the way she doesn’t break eye contact.
“I have a stupid question.”
I chuckle but it’s broken, breathy, harsh, an unusual sound really caused by the way the woman of my dreams is stroking my cock. “What’s that, honey?”
She chews her lip. “Are you... you’re just... is it going to fit?”
My smile grows right along with my ego. I know I’m blessed with all the glory sitting between my thighs, but to have such a sweet, albeit awkward, creature like Theo ask such an innocent question has me wanting to strut around her fucking complex naked with the hard-on to rival all hard-ons.
“It’ll fit, baby. Promise.” I lean in a bit and nip at her lips. “I have a feeling you were made for me.”
Theo raises up on her knees, positions my dick at her entrance and just as I’m about to enter heaven, two things slam to the front of my mind.
“Protection?” God my voice is rough, rougher than I’ve ever heard it.
“I have an IUD and I’m clean. I just went to the doctor about a month ago.”
“You’re sure... sure you want me like this?” Because I’ve never been like this with anyone. Ever since I lost my virginity at fifteen, I’ve always wrapped it up. I’m not stupid and I didn’t need any complications while I was fucking around and ruining my life, but the idea of being with Theo raw, taking her in the most primal of ways because she actually wants me to? Fuck, that does something to me.
“I want to feel you, Zak. I don’t want anything between us. I want this, just us, skin to skin, heart to heart, just me and you.”
Fucking gone for this woman, I’m telling you.
I nod and fight the emotion building in my chest. “If you’re sure.”
“I am.”
“Are you ready for me then, honey?” My hand slides over her hip toward the heaven between her legs and when my fingers barely touch her mound, barely slip between her folds and stroke her clit, Theo’s entire body spasms. “I need you to be ready so it’s better for you.”
She nods as her teeth sink into that full lower lip. “I promise, Zak. My pussy is wetter than the water we’re sitting in.”
Even in a moment like this, a serious, fucking intimate moment where two people express their love for one another in the most carnal and permanent way, Theo still manages to both make me laugh and become even more aroused.
The wordpussyfalling from her beautiful lips is the most erotic thing I’ve ever heard.
“Are you...” She takes a deep breath. “Are you sure you want this too?”
I don’t answer her with words but instead press my lips to hers, grip Theo’s hips and slowly lift mine so the head of my cock is inside her.
Fuck. Me.
So warm, so wet, so goddamn tight.
It’s only the tip, but I can already tell Theo’s pussy is going to choke the life out of me and between that, the fact that I’ve never had sex bareback, the almost year long drought I’ve imposed on myself and the simple truth that I really fucking love Theo with all my black and blue heart, this is going to be quick for me.
