CHAPTER 13
LUCCI
With a kiss of my teeth,I snatched my car keys off the coffee table and walked out of my apartment. It was one in the morning and after two blunts and a few shots I still couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t sleep because I was pissed with Breezy. A nigga had finally felt what it was like to have feelings and be jealous and shit. I didn’t like it. Caring about what another grown person did was a recipe for disaster. I trusted Kiandra, but I wasn’t stupid. I didn’t put anything past anybody. Maybe it wasn’t exactly trust that made me not ever question anything. Maybe deep down inside, I didn’t care. Had Kiandra cheated, I would have been angry that she was disloyal. But I doubted imagining another man in between her thighs would have me damn near foaming at the mouth the way Breezy hanging with another man did.
She wasn’t my girl, so technically, she could do what she wanted. And though I wasn’t a fan of arguing, what I did have with Breezy was passion. Even when I was pissed, I still wanted her. My dick was harder than steel on the drive to her place because after I spoke my peace, I was going to fuck the shit out of her. With Kiandra, there was never any makeup sex or angry sex. There was no emotion. The shit felt like two robots on some roommate shit at times. But she was in love, and I had ripped herheart from her chest. I still thought about her standing outside of the restaurant with tears streaming down her face. I hated that she had to find out that way. One thing about that night was certain. I’d never regret knocking her father out. My only wish was that I’d hit him more than once.
As I walked to Breezy’s door I thought about the fact that she could have company. If she did, his ass was coming up out of there. He could leave on his own, or I could put him out. Knowing that I might have to put hands on a nigga, had my nostrils flaring. When Breezy opened the door, she drew back the moment her gaze locked in on my frowning face.
“I know you aren’t here this time of the morning on good bullshit.” Her voice was deep, and sleep filled.
Ignoring her words, I entered her home without being invited and walked straight to the bedroom.
“Excuse you?!”
When I entered the room and her bed was empty, my facial muscles relaxed. Breezy entered the room as I was taking off my shoes.
“Lucci, have you lost your mind?” she stood in the center of the room and folded her arms underneath her breasts.
I had been so mad at her that I couldn’t think straight, but with her standing in front of me in boy shorts and a tank top with no bra, all I wanted was to slide up in her. My ass folded faster than a lawn chair and if her pussy wasn’t so good, I would have been disgusted with myself.
“What you want me to say?” I asked seriously.
Breezy’s face scrunched and she glared at me like I was public enemy number one. “I’m really about to scream, Lucciano. You woke me up for this?”
Hearing her call me by my first name made my dick harder than it already was. I advanced toward her and when I wasdirectly up on her, I grabbed her hand and pulled her over to the bed. Sitting down, I pulled her down onto my lap.
“I was jealous, aight? Jealousy had me talking crazy a little bit.”
“Nah. It had you talking crazy a lot a bit. I don’t want to hear about Kiandra again in terms of comparison. You can go be with her if that’s what you want.”
“I apologize, Breezy. I was tripping.”
“Ummhmm. I feel your dick, and you’re on punishment. No coochie for you.”
Breezy stood and got in bed. All I could do was chuckle. She was standing on business, and I couldn’t be mad at that. I stood, undressed, and got in bed with her. When I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her to me, I almost expected her to protest, but she didn’t. Of course, I wanted to have sex with her, but laying with her was just as good. It didn’t take long for me to begin drifting off to sleep. Before I could knock out all the way, Breezy turned over on her opposite side and faced me.
She didn’t say anything, and I opened my eyes to find her staring at me. “You think we’re doing too much too fast?”
“I don’t know what we’re doing, but I know it’s not forced. Whatever it is, it’s flowing naturally, and I doubt that’s a bad thing.”
She kissed me softly on the lips.
“Guess you’re not mad anymore, huh?”
“I’m a little pissed, but I’m cooling off. At the end of the day, I might have been angry if you went out with someone, so I have to be fair.”
I gripped her chin in my hand. “Me not wanting to rush doesn’t have anything to do with wanting to deal with other women. I been off that shit.”
Breezy forgot all about standing on business as she moved over and straddled me. I stared into her eyes and despite feelinglike a sucka, I felt like the luckiest man on earth. They say no one is perfect but from what I could tell, Breezy didn’t have many ill character traits. I figured what I felt with her would eventually come with Kiandra. I was all for not rushing but if I hadn’t fallen in three years there was no hope. In a committed relationship with her or not, I wasn’t looking for anybody else.
I wanted us to be on one accord but if she did date someone, what could I really say? “Just give me a little bit more time.”
“I’m not rushing you, Lucci, not at all.”
There was that thing again. Us staring at one another saying nothing but communicating loud and clear. That was some weird shit. Breezy moaned as she slid all the way down on my dick. The moment every inch was inside her, she bit her bottom lip and went to work. Breezy had a steady rhythm going, but I grabbed her ass cheeks and guided her up and down.
When her head fell back, and she moaned my name, l knew it was over. Breezy turned me on the point that I couldn’t see past her. It didn’t matter what a female looked like, if it wasn’t Breezy, nah, I wasn’t going. For the next hour, Breezy and I shared more than sex. We shared intimacy. We shared a connection that hopefully, would only get stronger and deeper.
