I took the flesh into my mouth, sucking deeply, feeling her convulse. I lost all reason and slammed in and out of her swollen pussy faster and faster. My breathing was harsh, and I cursed over and over.
No way I was stopping this time. The pressure in my balls was so intense. I reached down and rubbed her clit furiously.
“Do it for me, baby. That’s my girl. Squirt all over Daddy’s cock,” I moaned, and her screams echoed off my bedroom walls.
Her orgasm was so intense it sounded painful. Her whole body quaked under me, like a mini jackhammer. Her pussy clenched around me so hard I hissed. The flames of my affection for her bloomed as she splintered into pieces. The subsequent rush of her release made my eyes roll into the back of my head.
“My sweet little malyshka,” I whispered in reverence.
I pumped into her twice more and ground deep inside her, my body stilling. Every muscle tensed while I submitted to the pressure in my balls.
“Fuck,” I groaned as I came, sending her sweet cunt into another round of convulsions.
I continued to stroke in and out, trying to chase the feeling she evoked in me. Sitting back on my legs, I pulled her back against my chest, my cock still throbbing inside her as she dripped onto my legs.
Enraptured by the silkiness of her skin, I ran my fingers over her nipples, kissing her neck. I pushed her down on the bed and withdrew from her tender pussy. A soft chuckle trickled from my lips as she yelped and then rolled onto her side.
“Awe, baby, I’m sorry.” I went to stand up to get her a warm washcloth but had to sit back down. I was incredibly dizzy. “Holy fuck, my knees are weak. What did you do to me?”
After several minutes, I stood, clearer, and stumbled to the bathroom. I ran her a bath and went back to get her, knowing I’d need to change the sheets. I looked down at her beautiful body in my bed and felt a sense of peace so deep.
“Let’s get you cleaned up. You made a mess, baby girl,” I said, picking her up. Laying her head against me, she stared up in a daze.
Hyperaware of her love for hearing our native tongue, I murmured to her in Russian as I eased her small frame into the warm water.
“I’ll be right back.” The sheets needed changing and I wanted the bed ready for her once the bath was done.
With a spring in my step, I made the arrangements and rushed back to my girl. The very act of providing aftercare took on a whole new meaning. It was standard, something I did on autopilot. But with her, it was different. A burning need to hold her, to experience something different and be in the moment consumed me.
A soft sigh slipped from her lips as I gathered her in my arms. With her straddling my legs, I kissed her neck and rub her back. Her hands immediately went to my pelvic bones, where she lightly caressed me.
“You’re mine,” I whispered in her ear.
“Yes, Daddy, I am. Mind, body, and soul. For always and forever.”
I tightened my grip on her. Swearing right then and there that Sebastian was wrong. Dead wrong. And I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I would never break her heart. I loved her too much. Utter contentment radiated from my heart.
Fuck, I am so in love with this girl.
Chapter 65
Kinsley
Revelations
Iwoke up the next morning feeling lighter than I had in years. It was as if all the weight that had burdened me had been lifted. In its place was a newfound clarity that had crystallized during the night spent in Nikolai’s embrace. It all came down to one question.
Why do I have to leave?
I was safer here with them. Alisha and Jenna had been a part of their circle for over a year and a half. Why couldn’t I have the same thing? I allowed my mind to drift to the possibilities, daring to envision a future where I could remain alongside them.
I’d found a sanctuary here, and I wasn’t ready to give that up, so I’d decided I’d stay as long as they’d have me. I knew I’d have to talk with Marcel, come clean. Maybe with his help, I could really heal. I closed my eyes and channeled my bears.
“You owe it to yourself to try. There is nothing wrong with wanting to feel loved and safe. I think you should stick it out,”Summer would say in a knowing way.
“It looks like they at least care. You’ve been given a safeword. Hell, the Counselor hasn’t even batted an eye when you used it. That has to mean something, right, Winter?”Autumn would defer to her. In my head, their thoughts always aligned.
“I think you proceed with caution. I’d warn you to guard your heart, but it’s too late for that, I’m afraid. I’ll admit, they’re not as awful as I originally thought. Stay just until it’s safe. Promise you’ll hold back a little, sweet Spring,”Winter would warn.
