Her hips buck against me as I press my fingers into her core, sinking in nice and slow. Her wet heat is so snug and tight, reminding me of how tight she was wrapped around my dick. It always felt like I was fucking a virgin with her. Her walls gripping onto me, pulsing as she’d near her climax.
“Is this what you wanted all along? For my dirty fingers to fuck you?” I pump into her, my movement getting rougher as my need grows unbearable. My cock is about to tear through the cotton of my pants. “Walking in here, trying to show me this cunt. Squirting all over my sheets.”
Her juices run down my wrist and I pump harder. She’s close. So fucking close. I press down on her clit, knowing it will strike the match, and it does. It sets her off. Her entire body is rocked by the force of the tightness taking hold.
“That’s it, baby,” I groan as my dick watches with envy. “Make a fucking mess of me.” I pump harder, rubbing her nub at the same time, and she cries out my name. Her back arches off the bed, her entire body wracked by the waves. The sight of her is so fucking hot. Cum keeps slipping out with each one of her little whimpers. I’m desperate to feel her juices on my shaft as I fist my cock with the hand I just got her off with. I want to smear her scent all over me. Fuck.
She flops down once the final wave recedes. Her lungs breathing in heavy and fast as she tries to catch her breath. When her eyes finally flutter open, she looks straight at me. Her lips turning up into the prettiest smile.
“I’ve been waiting so long for that. You told me you’d be back in a few hours, and we’d finish what we started. You’re a little late, mister.”
She’s trying to tease me, but my mind gets flooded with the images. Lifeless eyes. A gun held to Razor’s head, the sound of the trigger locking in place. A shot goes off as Rubble pulls his weapon and shoots the man dead before he can hurt our brother. And then…the bangs start exploding. Rubble’s body like a firing target taking hit after hit. I drew my gun to take out the shooters but found myself going down. The next thing I knew, my body was exploding in pain. Excruciating pain. And then…I woke up in the hospital to sad, broken eyes. Eyes so terrified, so worried, and I couldn’t fucking take it.
“Skully?”
Her voice pulls me back from the dark end of my madness. My focus clears, staring at her eyes. They’re now full of hope. But what is she hoping for? That I’ll make her mine again? What can I possibly give her? I have nothin’ to offer anymore.
“You should get out to that party.”
“Oh, um…okay. I…um…”
I push my chair back and turn, heading into my bathroom, hoping she takes the hint and leaves me be. When I hear my door close, I breathe out a heavy sigh. I’m such a fucking mess. That girl was smiling so pretty, and I fucking wiped it off her face, filling her eyes with rejection. But I can’t give her what she wants. She deserves so much more than the shell of a man I’ve become.
10
Madison
“Maddikins! What’s wrong?” Shay comes rushing over.
I don’t know what happened. Everything was so good, and then I lost him again.
“I think I said something wrong. He was… We were… And it was so good. I was only trying to make a joke, but he told me to leave.” His face went ghost white; his eyes filled with regret and fear and sadness. And when he came back, the coldness had returned. I don’t know what I did. I thought I’d finally broken through to him.
“Okay, breathe, Maddy Cakes.” She pulls me over to the side of the room. The place is packed. Everyone is here and the noise is almost too much for me to handle. “Okay, so start over. You were with Skully, and then what happened?”
“We… He…um… We kind of made out.”
“Youwhat?” She practically shrieks, bouncing up and down, clapping her hands. I was excited too, until I saw his face. “I knew it was going to happen.” She hits me with anI told you sosmile.
Honestly, I wasn’t sure it would. I was so nervous going into his room. But then I saw the bulge between his legs, and it was all the courage I needed. God, it was so intense. He was dominant and demanding. And I’ve never come so hard. Fifteen months of pent-up need and it took me by force. But then… “I was trying to make a joke about it taking him long enough to make a move, and then he just disappeared on me. It was like he was in a trance, and when he came back, he basically kicked me out of his room.”
“Maybe being reminded of that night brought back the memories.” God, she’s probably right. I didn’t mean to bring him back to all the pain. I wish I hadn’t made my stupid comment.
“He probably just needs a moment. On the bright side, you got that man to make a move, which is mega progress. I think we should go have a drink and celebrate the win.”
After what just happened, I don’t feel like celebrating.
“Actually, I’m going to head out. I’m kind of tired after the long week.”
“How about we have a girls’ day tomorrow and go shopping?”
“I can’t. My parents are making me go to the annual charity event at the country club.” It’s the one day a year where they pretend to give a shit about important matters and people other than themselves. There’s an auction, they bid on some fancy item, write a check, and think they’ve given back to the world. Done their good deed for the year. Then they go back to their self-centered lives and don’t think twice about anyone else.
“Ugh.” She shakes her head. “That sounds dreadful.” She has no idea. Every member of that club is a snob. Plus, Jeff will be there. And I really don’t want to see that guy. “Call me if youneed me. And promise me you won’t let anything they say get to you. This is a them issue. Remember, you are beautiful, kind, and perfect.”
She really is a good friend. The only true friend I’ve ever had.
“I will.” I give her a hug. “By the way, Link looks like he’s about to lose his shit.” He’s glaring right at her.
