Page 4 of Reckless Love
My core pulsed and fluttered around his erection.I could barely keep my eyes open because fireworks were going off behind my eyes. I was so close. I wanted oblivion. “Fuck me, Leo.”
He pulled back. “How?”
“Hard.”
He slammed into me. I gasped from the shock of it. “Tell me you want me to hold you down. If you don’t I’ll let you go.”
I forced my mind to work, made myself comprehend what he was asking. That was whenI really took stock of our positions. His much larger, more powerful body above mine. The weight of him.
How he filled me.
And then there was the sensation of being helpless. Always one of my favorites. I couldn’t move, not with his body between my legs, his thick cock inside me, and his powerful hands holding me down. It was a rush.
“I,” I whispered, trying to find my voice,“I want you to take what you want from me.” I genuinely thought that was what I wanted. What Ineeded.It had always been this way.
“No.” He released me, eased out, but not completely. “That’s not what you want. It’s what youthinkyou want. Be honest, Esme.”
Was I lying? No. I wasn’t. But I wasn’t in tune with myself either. I was going through the motions, repeating old habitsand expecting the same results. I groaned as he eased inside again and slid his hands over my arms. “Don’t think,” he whispered. “Just feel.”
His heavy body pressing me into the mattress. That’s what I felt first and most. My hips rolled, searching, wanting friction and to be used.Thatwas the truth. “I do like it hard, Leo. I do. But I think you’re right. Hard is only really good aftersoft.”
He groaned, closing his eyes and gritting his teeth. “Jesus you feel good, love. So fucking tight around me.”
That gave me a thrill that I felt right down to my toes. “I haven’t been with anyone for a very long time. Just you, Leo.” I knew how much guys liked hearing they were the only one.
His eyes flew open, both angry and curious at the same time. “Don’t say whatyou think I want to hear. I fucking hate that.” Then he thrust hard and deep just once. “I say what I mean and I expect the same in return.” He ground against my clit until I moaned. “Your pussy is hot and so wet for me. It fits me like a damn glove. I don’t fucking care if I’m your first or last. All that matters is that right now you’re mine.”
I fluttered around him, shocked at how effectivelyhe was able to turn me on with his words as much as his eyes, mouth, and dick. That was a damn fine skill.
“I’m yours, Leo.” His hands pressed my arms into the mattress. The feeling of restriction making me crave a good hard pounding. “I want your hands on me holding me down. I don’t want to move until you come inside me. Maybe not even then.”
“We’re finally getting somewhere. Ibelieved most of that.” He pulled back enough to gain access to my breasts, sucking each nipple into his mouth for a long, hard taste. He stretched me further, pressing my arms straight above my head as he sucked. I tried to watch but couldn’t quite get the angle right. I caught a few glances of his dark eyes and hollowed cheeks, but mostly I gave in to the pressure of his hands holding me down, closingmy eyes and listening to his moans of delight.
Yes, Leo was fucking delighted to be feasting on my breasts.
And so was I. He was a master of nipple play and I was just about to tip over the edge. “Leo. Please? I need you hard and fast.”
“Fuck yeah you do,” he growled, rearing up over me. His fingers became vices. And then...he slammed into me. Over and over. I couldn’tmove and I didn’t want to. He filled me to the brink and took it all away. My orgasm chased back at the sudden change and the new sensations of being pounded.
I was grateful because the last thing I wanted was for it to be over so soon. I needed a chance to feel all of this. It was how I got my high, how I dealt with my world. It was only through these nights of pleasure, of being consumed,that I was able to get up the next day and function.
Leo’s grunts fueled me as my body coiled tight all over again. The way his shoulders worked and his biceps tensed while holding me down were an aphrodisiac all their own. As he slammed into me it sent shockwaves through my body, first at the point of our hips impacting, then over my skin as it vibrated, then through my core as his cockreached deep inside me.
“I can’t...I can’t take anymore. I’m coming!” My inner muscles locked, fluttered, pulsed.
“Then tell me to stop.”
I didn’t tell him to stop because I didn’t want him to. As much as it hurt and overwhelmed, this was the part I wanted more than anything else. “No.”
Leo kept his eyes on mine the entire time. He watched carefully for any signshe had gone too far, clearly ready to stop all of this the moment he detected any changes from me. When he was sure I was telling the truth he picked up the pace. “You’ll take all of me then. You’ll take what I give and you’ll like it.”
How was he able to do that without belittling me? It was a new and, quite frankly, wonderful change from what I was used to. He never called me a bitchor cunt. He didn’t degrade me.
“God, Leo.” My orgasm climbed higher and higher as he pounded me. “Oh god.” Tears sprang into my eyes.
“You’re mine tonight, love,” he growled. “All mine.”
The tension snapped and I came hard. Tears poured from my eyes but Leo kept his thrusts hard and steady, forcing me to feel every sensitive inch of my body from my pulsing clitoris to my throbbingpussy. My channel squeezed his cock, attempting and failing to keep him inside. I wanted to ride him. I struggled to break free, roll him over and take him the way I wanted, but he held me down. I came and came, yelling and fighting him until finally...finally he came too.
