Page 18 of Reckless Love
“Yes. Please. Make it all stop. I can’t—” The panic rose quickly, like a giant wave crashing on theshore and there was no way I could escape it in time.
“Shhhh,” Leo whispered, his hands gently moving me the way he wanted. “In the bathroom, on your knees, taking all of me. You can’t move like this, can you my darling?”
“No,” I whispered. His soft and gruff words making me so hot I thought I might combust. Sweat broke out all over my skin. He knew the dirtier the better when mymind was twisted up like this.
His hips jutted in a quick pattern. At this angle he was shallow and the head of his cock ran over the bundle of nerves that drove me wild. The first few times we were together I was so tight—too tight. My abstinence had changed me. But after a few weeks of very healthy sex with Leo things began to change again. We learned each other, our limits and preferences,but my body also acclimatized to having a varied sex life again.
So it was with excitement, not nervous anticipation, that my body responded when his other hand moved between my legs. He played with the tip of my clit at first, then began massaging down with his index and middle finger. It drove me higher and higher. His hand on my throat held me in place. I had to accept his gifts evenif they overwhelmed me.
“So wet. You like being plugged, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“And you like fucking in the middle of a party.”
“I do.”
He squeezed my throat at the same time his fingers moved around his cock. “You like knowing my fingers and my dick are inside you at the same time.”
I shuddered and moaned as he did just that, stretching me wide with justthe right nip of pain. “Yes.”
“So dirty, Esme.” He chose the exact right moment to use my name—to drive home that it wasmebreaking all the rules and defiling this bathroom.
I came hard but Leo didn’t relent at all. He drove into me harder, held me more firmly. I couldn’t curl into myself or bury my face in his chest, I couldn’t back off when the orgasm became too much. I clampedmy lips shut, muting as much of my cries as possible.
Leo came too, his hand moving to my breast and squeezing as he thrust into me hard. “Fuck, Esme. Is it just me or do we have the most insane sex in this house?”
I nodded a few times, leaning over the tub again for leverage. “I get wild when I feel caged.”
His forehead dropped to my back. “Are you okay?” His body shudderedand I didn’t think it was from the release we’d just shared.
“I’m fine now thanks to you.” Ten minutes ago I couldn’t walk through the house, squeezed myself into a bathroom because it was the only coping mechanism I could call up on short notice. Now I was calm and almost back to normal.
Almost.
“I’ll kill him.”
I didn’t want that. I pulled away from Leo, reachingfor the toilet paper to clean myself up, then perched on the edge of the tub as Leo tucked himself away. “Murder won’t end this, Leo.”
“I really don’t care. He put his hands on you.” A shiver raced over my skin as he touched my throat with his fingertips.
“Icare. My whole life I’ve wanted one thing.” I looked up and into his eyes. “I just want to be happy. Simple as that. I won’tbe happy if you’re in prison for murder.”
“Edmund can’t get away with this.” He took my chin between his thumb and index finger. “You deserve justice.”
And I would have it. I stood, slipping my arms around Leo’s neck, so very happy to be able to mold my body to his any time I wanted. “Do you know how incredibly mad it will make him to see me walking around, smiling, and having agood time? After he went to all that effort to intimidate me?”
Leo’s gaze hardened. His lips flattened. Hehatedwhat I was about to suggest but he didn’t stop me from saying it.
“Will you dance with me, Mr. Hancock?”
He dropped a kiss onto my lips, his eyes closed and his jaw clenched. “I’d rather take you home and hold you for the rest of the night, but I can’t say no toyou.”
