She stares at the wall like it owes her an apology.
 
 She hasn’t touched her phone.
 
 Mine has over twenty sent messages now.
 
 I leave a bag of her favorite snacks at her doorstep that night, knock once, and disappear before she can even think of answering.
 
 NIGHT THREE
 
 This one has a camera rig with him.
 
 He’s live streaming.
 
 Twitch handle plastered across his shirt like a promo.
 
 He says, “Yo yo, what’s up stream, we’re about to do some recon on LydieLIVE.”
 
 I tackle him mid-sentence.
 
 Drag him by the hair into the alley between her building and the fence.
 
 He fights.
 
 So I give him a fight.
 
 I break his collarbone first, snapping it with a heel strike to the top of his chest. He screams.
 
 I punch his ribs until I feel one give under my knuckle. Use my elbow to open a split above his eye. When he goes limp, I keep going.
 
 Because I imagine he’s Patrick.
 
 Every fucking punch is a word.
 
 For.
 
 Hurting.
 
 Her.
 
 You.
 
 Fucking.
 
 Coward.
 
 By the time I zip-tie him to a light pole and shove his cracked phone into his mouth, he can’t even cry anymore.
 
 The cops pick him up thirty minutes later.
 
 I watch from my car with blood on my gloves and a smile I don’t bother to hide.
 
 NIGHT FOUR
 
 No creeps.
 
 Just silence.
 
 Stillness.
 
 
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
 