Page 80 of The Bully's Obsession
His gaze flickered with some unknown emotions but I couldn't figure out what it was until he looked away.
"let's go" he said making a grip on my hand walking us out the door.
I thought we were going somewhere outside, but he led us inside a beautifully decorated dinning room...
"you must be hungry, I'll get you breakfast "
"I'm not hungry " I murmured out, I don't think I could manage a bite of anything, my stomach was tight and I have no appetite, with everything that has happened , does he really expect me to sit down and pretend everything was alright?
"I wasn't asking what you want bunny " he stated.Then began to walk towards where I assumed was the kitchen.
"W..when am i g..going to leave?"I voiced out holding my breath, he paused midway but didn't turn around to face me
"We've already been through this and I won't repeat it again, you are not going to leave!"
Chapter THIRTY
Hayden
"when c..can I leave?"
"we've already been through this before, and I won't say it again, you aren't leaving!" I grounded out more harshly than I intended to.
She flinched a little, I noticed she does that a lot lately , even at the slightest of my touch.
Her lower lips trembled as she blinked back tears
I stared at her for a while , she looked so small, fragile and innocent for all the shit that's happened to her .Shits that were caused by me
She was right, I really was a monster, I couldn't deny that.....no I loved it when people gets scared of me, because only then would they obey, but it had snapped a nerve hearing it coming directly from her mouth last night.
I found that I didn't want her to think of me that way, it had....
It had hurt a forbidden place in me, that I didn't knew still existed..
It had made me felt so vulnerable and weak..
Right now I wondered how her life might have been if I didn't barge into it and wreck it.....smeared it with my hate.
I had broken her..
but it hadn't been last night..
It was way long before that..
I muttered a curse under my breath as I made my way inside the kitchen .
A huge part of me knew she was naive and just got caught up in all of these
Even at that I couldn't let her go, she was fucking light but I tainted her with my darkness .Now there was no getting out of it for the both of us...We are forever stuck with each other, I'll keep her with me no matter what it takes
Thinking about it, even without the revenge I had against her father,Matteo, she would have still belonged to me.
I still would have found her and claim her as mine.
She was much different after what happened last night, I could feel the fear radiating from her, she seemed even more afraid of me if anything...
Well I gave her reasons enough to.
