“You mind explaining to me why you were hiding that? You planned on running off with this nigga and starting a family and take my son away from me.”
“Wait, we ain’t slept together. Our shit deeper than that. You know what, let me go get yo shit so you can get the fuck out my house. I told you not to bring this shit to my doorstep,” Capone stated.
I was so embarrassed as Lucky glared at me with a grin. Everything good I had going in my life was crumbling. Things between Lucky and I weren’t great, and I didn’t want to bring yet another child in the midst of our confusion. Capone dropped my bag at my feet.
“I told you beforehand I ain’t with it. Take yo baby daddy with you and get the fuck up out my crib.”
I picked up my bag and pregnancy test and walked out of Capone’s house with my head down. Lucky was right on my heels and stopped me before I could get in my car.
“You pregnant by me and you still came and laid up with this nigga? Tell me you not that fuckin’ grimy, dawg. I don’t know why I love you so much ‘cause you constantly doing hoe shit to me. Why the fuck did you hide this shit from me?”
“Because I don’t want another baby right now. Look at us. We argue all the time unless we are fucking. This shit you did tonight has really did for me.” I knocked his hand off my door and tried to get in but he pushed me back and slammed it shut.
“You wanna know what was the last straw for me? When you stole my goddamn dope and money then lied about it. You lied straight to my face and didn’t think I would find out about it. Because of you that nigga dead.”
My heart stopped beating for a second when he said that. Who the fuck was Lucky that nothing I did could be kept a secret?
“I’ll pay it back but it was either that or-.” He raised his hand to cut me off.
“That pussy ass nigga told me everything before I killed him. We fell in love way too fast, and I learned that I really don’t know you at all.”
“Are you judging me off my past? I’m sure you’ve done some shit too.”
“Never hurt the people that love me though, and that’s the difference between us. You free to go and do what the fuck you want but my kids, they belong to me so that means I gotta deal with your ass until I don’t have to anymore.”
“Move the fuck outta my way. Wherever my son at, go get him and bring him to me.”
When I walked in the house, all my shit was packed up and sitting outside on the lawn. My other car was no longer parked, and my key didn’t work to the house. I walked towards the other side of the house where Boogie had a small cottage build so he could stay on the property when Lucky needed him. He was probably responsible for packing my shit up. Balling my small fist up, I hit his door several times until he answered.
“Gone on Blessyn. I didn’t do this shit, and I tried to talk him out of doing but he fucked up in the head right now. It’s best for you to just get yo shit and go on before he gets here. When Lucky get crazy like this he don’t be thinking,” Boogie said through the closed door.
“This nigga putting me out of my shit? He wanna play these types of games with me? I’ve been good to him, and this is how he plays me?”
Boogie finally opened the door.
“Blessyn, both of y’all need to chill out and get y’all personal shit together.”
“Fuck you too Boogie. You know I ain’t did shit to deserve this.”
“In the streets, lying gets you nowhere. Always be honest with a street nigga. Lucky knows everything even when you think he don’t.”
I wiped my face as I made back around to the front of the house. The lights of Lucky’s truck shined in my face as I grabbed the first bag and dragged it towards my car. The nerve of his ass to put me out of our house. I wasn’t in a place mentally to deal with anything.
“So, you just gon’ throw yo shit in the car and leave?”
“Lucky, I cannot do this shit right now. You packed my things up. So yes, I’m leaving. I’m pregnant, my sister is missing and I don’t have shit right now. Arguing with you ain’t gon’ fix shit. Let me the fuck go and I’ll get rid of this baby. You’ll only have to worry about Kani.”
Lucky snatched the bag out of my and pushed me up against the car. “Muthafucka, I don’t care what we got going on. My kids don’t have anything to do with it. I don’t have to ever touch your ass again but that baby growing inside of you belongs to me and I have a say. Whatever you got planned you better change it.”
I stared at him as the tears flowed from my eyes. So many things ran through my mind. I wanted to slap him, spit on him or just plain out express to him how much I hated him at this moment. Something in me kept attracting assholes. For him to tell me he loved me and wanted his family, he wasn’t displaying it.
“Fine. Now move the fuck outta my way so I can get my shit away from your house,” I pushed him off me.
What the fuck did I do? I let the love of my life and the mother of my children drive the fuck out of my life again. This was the dumbest thing I had ever done. I knew I wasn’t ready to let her ass go so why not just cool off before I packed up here stuff?
“Y’all need to cut this out. If love anything like y’all doing, I’ll just keep fucking these bitches for forty dollars,” Boogie said.
“I love her ass, man. Even with all the shit I know, I still love her.”
