“Are you always blunt?”
“Always. Now come on so I can massage them tired ass feet. I damn sure hope they not ugly.”
“Please, ain’t nothing ugly about my feet.”
We took a seat outside while it was still warm out. I had the lanterns on to keep the mosquitos away. I sat down and grabbed Blessyn’s hand for her to have a seat next to me. She allowed me to slip her shoes off. She was right. Her feet were pretty as fuck. As much as she stood on her feet, I expected them to be crusty but they were soft and pretty. I placed a kiss on her feet. What I wasn’t about to do is waste any more time with Blessyn. She knew what she came over here for. Her skin was so golden and she smelled like shea butter and honey. Tonight, she didn’t wear a wig, she brought her natural self. No makeup and no lashes. Blessyn came to get the dick rather she wanted to admit it or not.
“Take that off so I can see how you look in what I bought you.”
Blessyn stood up and took off the wrap dress and stood in front of me with her pretty ass nipples showing through the see through one piece. Her thigh tattoo added to it with the color. I made sure to buy her something with an opening in between the legs. I laid flat on my back on the floor.
“Come here and put that pussy on my face.” As she squatted, I could see her swollen clit as it got closer to my face. Her scent was so sweet as I ran my tongue over her opening. “Get your balance ‘cause I’m ‘bout to fuck you up.”
As she rode my face, I pulled my dick out and jacked it as she dripped down my face. I watched her as her head was thrown back. Her nipples were erect as she got closer to her climax. The more she moaned, the harder I jacked my dick. Her legs started shaking as I sucked the soul from her body, my dick was spitting my kids everywhere. I got up and cleaned myself off before I gave her the next commandment.
“Lay on the sofa but hang your head off slightly.” I loved the fact she didn’t say anything. She did exactly what I asked. I grabbed her by her neck, “Open your mouth.” She opened it and swallowed my dick as I slide in and out of her wet mouth.
I was shocked to see Blessyn knew what to do with her mouth. She was so good at it that she damn near had me ready to give her my credit cards and a key to the house. The way her tongue massaged the mushroom as I stroked her mouth almost caused me to buckle under the pressure that was being applied. Within a few minutes, I felt another nut building up. A woman couldn’t ever say that had me this weak. This was out of the normal for me. Usually, I would get some head, fuck a bitch and she could leave. Blessyn was getting it all tonight.
Right as I was about to nut, I removed my dick and flipped Blessyn around and slowly entered her glistening hole. As soon as I entered, I knew I fucked up going in without out putting on any protection. She was so wet and tight. This was about to get so serious. I was in her fucking soul and she was giving me that look like I had her right where I wanted her. Her fuck faces were giving me the energy I needed to bring her to her next climax. I bend over to kiss her as I slowly stroked her as she creamed all over my dick. I kept telling myself that I needed to make sureI pulled out but the way she was sucking me in was making it hard. We weren’t on the level that I could give her my nut. I wanted a wife and she could be it but we hadn’t discussed being together. I had feeling she was it but I didn’t know how she was feeling about me. She was standoffish sometimes and that made me feel like she wasn’t feeling me. After tonight, it was a conversation we had to have. No matter how uncomfortable she felt about it.
“Nah, where the fuck you going?” Lucky asked me as soon as I got my ass off the bed.
“I’m going on home.”
He rolled over to see the time. It was about four in the morning and I knew he wasn’t going to let me leave but I was going to try.
“Get in the bed. What’s the deal with you leaving while a nigga sleep? I didn’t do my job right if you able to get your ass up and try to go home. I don’t let people spend the night with me.”
“I don’t want to do shit like this and this is all we gon’ be about.”
“’Bout what? Sex? I want more than that but I’m tryin’ to see where your head at. I can’t figure the shit out if you keep running away from me before I can wake up with you and see how uglyyou are the morning after sex. Can you please come get back in bed with me?” His voice softened.
I climbed back in bed with Lucky as he wrapped me in his arms just like Khi used to do. The shit made me so nervous that I just wanted to go home and hide. He smelled so good and his arms felt like home. After two years, I was finally feeling safe around another man. The crazy thing was, he was still a stranger.
“I don’t know what you been through that got you so standoffish with me but I won’t hurt you, Blessyn. I’ve never been in a serious relationship, ‘cause I don’t trust women easy, but the girls I was fuckin’ with wasn’t wife material. You different though so you get treated totally different. I don’t want to let my guard down if you not ready though.”
“Life just been hard for me. It’s nothing against you. Since I’ve known you, it’s always been a connection between us. Even at the club that night, you wouldn’t leave my side. It’s hard for me to trust too.”
“The first time you feel like you can’t trust me, you can leave and I won’t be mad. Just give me the opportunity.”
“Niggas have all the right words but their actions don’t match,” I told him.
“I’ll show you betta than I can tell you. I’m a nigga that likes to show instead of talk. You gotta be honest with me too. If I’m not making you happy, tell me, please. If you’re going to be my wife, all I want is you to be happy.”
“Wife?”
“You got a problem with being a wife?”
“It’s a big role. It’s something I never seen my mama do it. She been a girlfriend all her life. I don’t even know how.”
“All you gotta do is be you and be real with me. You got access to everything as my wife. But it’s too soon to be talkin’ like that. Let’s enjoy gettin’ to know one another one. Go to sleep ‘cause I know you gotta go to work.”
It took me a little minute to go to sleep because my mind was pondering on why my daddy never married my mama. I always wanted to be just like them but they had some dysfunction in their relationship but they hid it from us well. That was a conversation I was going to have with my mama when I went to see her. I had a man that was ready to make me his wife and I was nervous about it. All I knew how to do was be a mother and baby mama. I still hadn’t told him the truth about that. I just wanted to bury it and not bring it into this relationship.
The next morning, Lucky had me a bath ready. He had everything spread out in the bathroom for me. After my bath, he had breakfast done. If this is what it felt like to be with a man like him, I wanted it all. This was a time I wish I took Merci’s word and packed a hoe bag. Now I had to drive home to get dressed for work.
“I hate for you to leave me. Maybe you won’t be too busy to come and have dinner with me tonight. I promise not to keep you out late.”
