And then they leave us alone.
“You good to go back to yours?” Luke asks. I expect the heat that flickers in his eyes, but what does me in is the softnessthat lies behind the brown, the crinkles at the corner, and the overwhelmingadorationthat pours through his gaze and hits me like a goddamn body check.
This man wants me. All of me, like how I want him.
When I’d known Luke for less than a month, it should have been easy for me to let go. Ididn’tlet go, and now I’ve known him for almost half a year. At this point, control is out of the question, and I’m done pretending that he isn’t special to me.
I grab Luke’s hand, intertwining my fingers as much as the fabric of our gloves allows me to, and squeeze. “Yeah, let’s head out.”
Guys like me are supposed to be strong, and for the most part, I am, but Luke Tremblay is the one big exception.
And when he leans his head against my shoulder, still holding my hand, I melt the rest of the way. I’m so gone for Luke, and I’ve never been so damn happy to lose a fight.
The short metro ride back to my apartment is silent, with both of our immediate priorities being very clear. For my part, I’m going to make good on my promise from earlier—Luke’s clothes are coming off the second we’re alone.
But he beats me to it. As soon as the door clicks behind us, we take our jackets off, and Luke is faster. No sooner than I’ve hung mine up in the closet, his hands are on me, going straight for my sweater. I help him yank it off, along with my t-shirt, and he takes a shameless second to check me out before tilting his head up and crashing his mouth against mine.
Desire and need tangle together in my core and release in a heavy moan against his lips. Luke pulls me closer, pressing our chests together, and the energy that hits me leaves me winded. My hands cup the small of his back, his are on my shoulders, and he falls onto the bed, taking me with him.
“I’ve waited so long for this,” he mutters under me, turning to the side for air. I don’t have time to reply because Luke’s mouthis on mine again, and we kiss breathlessly for as long as I can hold out.
Ripping myself away from his body is an exercise in willpower, but my need for oxygen wins out against my need to make out with Luke, at least for the second he gives me to inhale.
Then Luke flips the script and flips me around, straddling my waist and keeping me down with his strong legs, his mouth never leaving mine. Luke smiles into the kiss like an asshole—he has to knowexactlywhat he’s doing to me, taking me apart piece by piece while his weight pushes me deeper into the mattress.
“I’m so fucking horny, Luke,” I grunt out.
“Oh yeah? Show me.”
I smirk, making Luke tilt his head in confusion, before launching myself up, turning us over, and pinning his wrists above his head as he gasps through a lopsided grin. Neither of us want to actually control the other, but this little dance for dominance is a time and a half.
“Want me to make you beg tonight?” I ask, leaning into the fun.
He huffs in surprise. “Fuck yeah, you think you’re up to it?”
I don’t answer his question. “Clothes off. Now,” I order, letting his wrists go. He complies, stripping off everything.
Seeing Luke on a screen is one thing, but running my hands over him? Gliding my fingers through the neatly trimmed chest hair that covers his hard pecs? Moving down over his abs and teasing the base of his dick?
That’s something else entirely.
“Hey, this isn’t fair,” he says, his hands skimming my waist. “What do you say we take your pants off and I give you head?”
Please.
I nod, and Luke rips my belt and jeans off, palming the outline of my aching erection before taking it out. He grips itwith a firm hand while he sinks to his knees, wetting his mouth and looking up at me.
I’m frozen, waiting for my first blowjob since October, and the anticipation isbrutal. Luke’s lips are almost touching my dick, and his breath scrapes the sensitive skin, warm and seductive.
“Christ, Luke. You’re killing me.”
He chuckles, sending excited sparks through my groin. “Not the worst way to go, is it?”
“Please, suck my dick already.” My desperation ratchets up by the second. “I’m begging you.”The words leave my mouth before I catch myself.
Oh, shit.
“You’rebegging me?” Luke scoffs gently. “I thought that’s what you toldmeto do.” He doesn’t wait a second before wrapping his mouth around the head of my cock, sucking hard and making me curse.
