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Good question.
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There are so many people here that it’s easy to steal glances at Casey without anyone knowing. We haven’t really told anyone that we’re back together. Well, she told Jade, and I told Brady, but until we know we can do this, make this work, she wants to keep it quiet. Yeah, she added that to the no sex rule. I never thought I could die of blue balls, but after the past week, pretty sure that’s a possibility.
Unable to resist, I approach the table where she’s seated with Jade and take a seat across from her. I simply want to be near her, even if I have to pretend she isn’t mine.
“Have you seen Madden?” Jade asks.
“Thought I saw him talking to his parents a few minutes ago.”
“Great. They’re probably adding more guests. I thought this would be enough for them.”
“Tell them to go fuck themselves,” I suggest, instantly realizing how brutal that sounds. “What I mean is, it’s not their day, Jade. Who gives a shit what they want?”
She stands up, giving me an easy smile. “You’re right. Someone else basically gave me that same advice. I’m going to go find Madden.”
“Sounds like she probably got that same advice from you.”
Casey grins. “Absolutely. Just not exactly in those words.”
“Have I told you how damn beautiful you look tonight?” I ask, and her cheeks blush. “It makes this whole no sex rule you have fucking excruciating.”
She bites her bottom lip and gives me a mischievous look. “Are you hard right now?”
“You have no idea.”
Casey glances around the room, everyone either eating or talking. She casts me one more look before she lowers herself to the floor, disappearing underneath the table. What the —Jesus!
She unbuttons my pants and has her mouth on my dick before I can even register what’s happening. The tablecloth conceals us, but dammit if I don’t want to jerk her up from her knees and fuck her right here. The hell with who sees us.
When I’m close, so very fucking close, she licks the crown of my dick and then stops. Just like that. She carefully places me back inside my pants and crawls out from beneath the table, wiping the corner of her mouth as she stands and starts walking away. I let her get a few steps before I stand up, following anxiously behind her.
She slips off in the direction of the Steeles’ wine cellar, leaving the rehearsal party behind. When I open the door, she’s seated on a table, her legs spread open. Her fingers are in her pussy, pumping and stroking.
I approach her, my desire for her overwhelming. “You need a hand with that?”
“Just shut up and fuck me, Caleb,” she groans.
“No more waiting?” I ask, desperately trying to get my cock free.
“No more waiting,” she replies, and I sink inside her.
I don’t deserve her, not after everything I did. I know that. It doesn’t stop me from wanting her.Needing her.
Before I left Hollis, I wasn’t the man she needed me to be. I was bitter and angry. I was angry with Casey for leaving me. We were supposed to be together, and she left me. She didn’t trust me, and looking back now, she was right not to. I may not have done the things Tori claimed I did, but I wasn’t good for Casey then. If I were, when she told me she was pregnant, I would’ve been ecstatic.
But Iamthe man she needs now. I’m not the immature asshole I was before. She’s not the selfish bitch she used to be either. Yes, I said it. We were both flawed. We still are, but our flaws changed us both, especially me.
I thought I was changing who I was for myself, but that’s not true. I changed for Casey. I changed so I could be the man she needed. The man she deserved. The man who deserved her, even if I know I truly don’t.
I love her. And this time, it’s enough.
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