Page 145 of The Legend
But thereality of it was that Alley and Rosa were instigating my whorish ways.
We were sodrunk by the time dinner was done that it wasn’t even edible and I had to orderpizza.
Just aboutthe time the pizza arrived, which Casten had to pay for since we were on thefloor, Jameson came home with Spencer. Tommy and Willie were still sitting inthe kitchen watching us with Casten. They didn’t know what we were talkingabout because we gave up that topic and moved onto more important topics.
Aiden’s obsession with his socks.
I wastelling Alley about the time Emma and Aiden had fell through the door in CostaRica and Jameson nearly knocked himself out.
Jamesonglanced at Alley, who was now sprawled across our kitchen floor, as he moved tothe counter to grab a few pieces of pizza.
“She’sfine.” I told Jameson and Spencer who were staring at us curiously. “I’m sureof it.”
Smiling hegave me a nod and then walked into the family room with Spencer and Tommy towatch the baseball game. Apparently Lucas was pitching tonight for theMariners.
And whenJameson went to bed after the game without saying anything, my next move was toburst into tears because that seemed appropriate to me, which caused Willie tolook at me. Willie was a great drinking partner because he had been arrestedfor indecent exposure a record number of times and could give a flying fuck aboutsocial propriety.
He walkedover and, with absolutely no conviction, and put his hand out to comfort me.
“I’m goingto stop coming over if every time I do, you cry. I can’t take it.” Willie saidlooking at me and then bottle of Jack in my hand.
“How isthat any different from any other girl you know?”
Willieretracted his hand and crossed his arms over his chest. “I should be offendedby that…but I’m not.”
I smiledand offered the bottle, which he took.
“I’ll behonest with you,” Willie handed the bottle back to me after taking a drink,“the last time I was this drunk I woke up in the back of the hauler wearing redhooker boots and a table cloth.”
“Oh yeah,when was that?”
“LastTuesday.”
Like Isaid, no propriety but Willie was great. He sat there all night and early intothe morning drinking with me and Alley and eventually Spencer too. It was agood thing they all lived close.
So on myfourth day of my whorish ways, I went to the store when Jameson left for theshop. He had a test session in Charlotte at noon and then he said he would headto the shop after that for a few hours and then be back home. He was in a goodmood, kissed me goodbye and even got me coffee before he left. I knew that hedidn’t want to feel the missing piece that was there but just like thedetermined pit lizard I was to get him initially twenty years ago. I was goingto get through this and find my Dirty Heathen again.
Thatnight, standing in our room, I eyed my purchases and felt as if CPS would be atmy door later. Who does this shit?
Me.
The MamaWizard determined to get her Dirty Heathen back was who did that kind of shit.
I wasn’tsure where he would be but I thought for sure he would be at the shop so Idressed myself in these black lacy panties and bra to match it with knee highsand a garter belt thing. I was all whored out complete with black heels I foundburied in my closet. I finished out this appearance with a tease to my longhair and added some mascara and a little blush.
Standingin the floor length mirror, I felt that I looked good but a little hideous.Throwing a black long trench coat on, I headed for the shop hoping I didn’t getpulled over looking like this.
The metal door squeaked when I opened it. Don’t think I didn’ttry to talk myself out of doing it either because I did. Matter of fact, Itried the entire way there.
My mind and body came to one conclusion. Rape him.
Just don’t ask him to hit you inthe face.
He was there watching the dyno and entering dad with Willieand Tommy.
Tommy looked over his shoulder at me and then raised hiseyebrows when he saw the heels, a low whistle escaped Tommy.
“We’ll come back tomorrow man.” Tommy said when I gave hima look. Jameson had yet to turn around but nodded his head at Tommy and Willie.
