Page 73 of How to Deal
As I rock my hips into his movements, a rhythm that comes easy for us, he breathes rapidly in my hair as his hands slide up my sides and then cradle my head, drawing me into his kiss. “Fuck, Tathan, I should have given in sooner.” I breathe the words into his mouth.
He shakes his head, not caring. “It was worth it.” He says against the skin of my neck that arches to his touch. He draws back, his movements never stopping, but our kiss stops, our eyes lock, and I’m there, trapped in a gaze that harassed me for so long.
We both inhale right then because there’s something incredibly intimate about this moment I can’t shake.
You know what I hate most?
When women glorify sex as somethingit’snot. Saying shit like he’s a god and I’ve never had it so good or that he was hung down to his knees.
Who the fuck wants a donkey’s dick inside them?
Certainly not me. Can you imagine the damage done?
Was he a god in bed?
I wouldn’t know. It’s been so long since I’ve had sex, it’s amazing regardless.
That’s until I realize I need this to last. I can feel the change and know he’s close. It’s in the way he’s moving faster and going from kissing to just panting. In no way do I want this to end. I want every single position I can get my body into with the sex continuing for hours.
“Make this last!” I slap his face. Yes, I just slapped Tathan across the face.
Oh shit. He didn’t like being hit, did he? He gives me a stern look, his eyes falling over every inch of my face. “You sure you want that?”
My heart races, unsure. “Yes.”
Without another word, he flips me oversomy face is pressing into my mattress, and I can feel his dick sliding along the crack of my ass.
Uh, what? No way. No exit ramp entrance.
I’m just about to protest, twisting my head to the side, when I see his hand come up and slam against my headboard rocking me forward. “Be careful what you wish for.”
“No back-door action tonight, buddy.”
He says nothing. Grins, yes, but no words. He’s grinding into me, so he’s distracted, I’m sure.
The hand that’s not on the headboard then slides over my ass and down the back of my right thigh where he wraps it behind my knee and positions mesomy ass is slightly elevated. It’s not enough that he angles his hips and drives into me so hard the top of my head slams into the headboard.
I squeal with delight that he’s giving me what I need. “Fuck yes. That’s it!”
Piledriveme, baby. Fucking piledriveme!
I want to scream out, “Go deep or go home!” But I don’t.
“You haven’t seen anything yet,” he says,as if he’s answering my unspoken words.
What? OhGod!
His hand moves from my leg, up my ass again where he gives it one quick squeeze before curving around the front of my hip and between my thighs.
Giving me his weight, just enough that I can feel the rapid beating of his heart against my shoulder blades and the way his breath feels in my ear, I knowhe’s lovingthis just as much.
“Seeing you in a bikini night after night was the death of me. All I could focus on when you’d step out and wrap that towel around your body was how badly I wanted to lick every drop of water off your skin.” His tongue darts out and licks from my shoulder over my collarbone and up the side of my neck. “So fuckin’ sexy.”
For these last few weeks, Tathan, for the most part, has been quiet and never giving me much to go on. I knew deep down he was dirty by his occasional comments, but goddamn is this hot.
His fingers slide over my clit with just the slightest pressure, enough that it gives me what I need. And then he removes his fingers and immediately replaces them with mine. “Make yourself come. I wanna see you fall apart on my dick.”
OhGod.
