How can he say that?He can't be with me all the time.Shit happens, and now I know I can handle it when it does.
"I don't regret that it happened.I'm proud of me too.I'm glad that I know I can take care of myself when I need to."
"I'm glad that you know that too, but you don't need to take care of yourself.I'll be doing that."
"Oh, for fuck's sake, Doc Holliday.I'm not Wyatt Earp and this isn't Tombstone.I'm fu-"
Adam cuts off my next words in a bruising kiss.He's gripping my face and pressing our lips together hard.There's no tongue, no movement, just the closeness.He pulls away and speaks into my lips.
"I'm going to run us a bath."
He slides me over to the bed and goes to the bathroom.He shut me up.He is a master of manipulation.I have got to get better at this game.Maybe I should make my own Instagram and just post pictures of myself.No.I'd rather scrub my brain with sandpaper.Plus, who would I even add, friend, or whatever?Eli and Vaughn?Well, there's Cal and Cotton too.And Ada and a few girls from the team.Adam, of course.I have friends.Several of them.
Is this what I've been holding myself back from all this time?Could I have been making friends and meeting people long before I came here?Maybe I could have prevented all the cold shoulders I received when I got here if I had just tried pushing myself years ago.Where would I be now?Maybe I should've let Adam kill Nathan.This isn't a valuable train of thought.Besides, am I not happy where I am?I am happy.I love Adam.I love Vaughn and Eli.I really like Cal, Cotton, and Ada a lot.I could love them too one day, I think.
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Adam's hand is between my legs.His fingers are massaging my clit, and his face is nuzzling my neck.
"Good morning, Love."
"Mmmm Good Mo-...Ah"
"I love to hear you moan.I love it almost as much as your laugh."
I'm panting and moaning, but all I can hear is the blood rushing in my head as liquid heat coils in my middle.He continues to flick and play with my clit.My knees rise up off the bed and my back arches.Adam is murmuring into my neck, but all I continue to hear is the blood thrumming through my head.My orgasm explodes through me in a rush, and I hide my cries in the blanket that still covers me.
Finally, I regain control of my senses and look into Adam's coal-black eyes.
"Good morning.What time is it?"
"Early."
"Why are we up early?"
"I had some calls to make.You're up because I need access to you."
I laugh quietly into his neck as he pulls my naked body over onto his.He runs a hand up my back and into my hair.His hand on my ass is kneading and massaging.I reach down between us and grab his heavy cock stroking it.He sucks a sharp breath in through his teeth making a "sssss" sound.
"I need to be inside you, Love."
"Mmmm."
Lifting up and straddling his hips, I line his erection up with my entrance before slowly gliding myself onto him.He's gripping my hips tightly, trying to force me down faster but I resist, drawing out this moment and enhancing his need.
"Eve, dammit."
I giggle softly.His eyes are burning with desire and frustration at my torturous pace.When I'm finally seated flush with his hot skin, he moans.
"You are the best feeling.Nothing else feels like you."
"How do you know?You haven't felt everything."
"I don't need to feel anything else because I know what this is, and you'll just have to take my word for it because no one else will ever experience you the way I do."
I've been rocking my hips forward and backward, but now I brace my hands on his defined stomach and use my legs to lift myself to the end of his shaft before slamming back down.Adam growls at the contact.
"You're so beautiful."
