It was scary, to say the least, and amazing at the same time. I hadn’t tasted that softness in years, so I had to think about it seriously.
What I said is factually correct.
This isn’t about wanting her.
I wanted her from the moment I saw her for the first time.
I wanted her in the middle of the road when she was on the verge of having a meltdown because of her car.
Had I not been concerned that I’d scare her off, I would’ve talked my way into her pants right there and then.
I would’ve brought her to my truck, reclined my seat, and had her sit on me and ride me until the windows fogged up.
I was hard all the way to her place, yet I tried to not send the wrong signals and suggest anything inappropriate.
I tried so many things that didn’t work.
I couldn't stop checking her ass, her tits, her shapely legs. The mist in her eyes. The way her hair hugged her shoulders.
I thought my hell would disappear when she stepped out of my ride. I didn’t expect her to invite me in. And I didn’t get the vibe that she’d asked me to do that because she wanted sex.
She was going over her options just like I am now.
If I shed my jacket and took a seat at her kitchen table, she would’ve been mine many times that evening.
On the kitchen table.
Against the counter.
On the counter.
On the couch.
You name it.
I could’ve peeled her underwear off with my teeth and kissed every inch of her.
I still get hard at the thought of it.
Being attracted to her is not the issue here.
Not being able to let go of her is.
This is a complicated issue, and I need to make sure I know what I’m doing so no one gets hurt.
She doesn’t deserve another dick who uses her and drops her. No woman deserves that. Especially one that tries so hard not to get hurt or hurt anyone.
Besides, she is little Colton’s teacher.
Elisa would kill me if she knew I’d messed with her to have her in my bed for nothing.
Yes, she would.
She’d try, at least.
We, the Bard brothers, may do questionable things, generally speaking, but we try to do the honorable things when it comes to the people close to us.
So I’m on my best behavior with this woman.
