Between the two of them, I was truly just existing. Charlie pushed me into Tara, setting the pace for all of us, and Tara reached down and rubbed her own clit.
“Fuck, I’m gonna come, please.”
“Come for us lemon drop,” Tara said. “Give us your pleasure and we’ll give you our mark.”
Her words sent me into a spiral, I thrust again, and before I knew what hit me Tara was coming up on my left and Charlie down on my right, each of their teeth sinking into me.
Tkdescribe and end chapter I’m gonna die.
“That movie was terrible,”I complained, flopping backwards onto Charlie’s stupidly bougie leather sectional.
His apartment was nice, in a great neighbourhood with fancy as fuck appliances and finishings, but it was sparse. Leave it to a tech bro alpha to give less than a shit about decorating his apartment.
But that didn’t matter, not while everything, down to the wholly unnecessary winter jacket hanging in the front hall closet, smelled of my alpha. It was almost like being in the nest, everywhere. The perfect vibe for the three of us to cuddle and have a lazy day.
Jesse and I purposefully took the same stream days off so we could spend time together, and Charlie seemed to be able to take his weekend whenever he wanted, which was nice. It meant that we could all get together for a movie date like this and relax after a long week.
Perfect.
“We've definitely seen worse,” Jesse said as he grabbed the popcorn bowl, bringing it to the kitchen.
“Yeah but it's been ages, and this one easily takes the cake, at least for horror.”
“You think?” Charlie asked. “I don't think anything could top Killer Clowns on Mars.”
“But that was made to be bad on purpose,” I countered. “Nobody could tell me somebody made that horror movie and thought ‘yeah this was supposed to be taken seriously.’”
“Cinematic excellence,” Charlie joked, rubbing a hand along my side affectionately.
“ I don't know,” Jesse chimed in from the kitchen. “ It really seems like those clowns were on a mission, and a pretty serious one at that.”
I couldn't help but laugh, catching Charlie’s hand to twine our fingers. “Yeah, I guess you're right.”
I watched the credits roll, the conversation I’d been artfully avoiding for weeks beginning to knaw at my insides like a starving rat. But I couldn’t put it off anymore, once the sun began to set, I was going to need to tell my pack that I’d come up with an answer about Glitch’s proposal to join me on stream for my heat.
The offer had been on the table for a while. A simple enough deal, really. He came to fuck me live for everyone to watch, and I got a stack of bills that would more than help us pay for the downpayment on a house.
I couldn’t lie, the offer was tempting. Money like that was hard to come by… but my priorities shifted when Charlie and I bonded. Not even the boost to my channel could make me want someone else there when it could be me and my pack.
The idea of fucking some random guy—some random alpha—in my nest, during my heat, infront of a bunch of cameras? It just felt all kinds of wrong.
So, I was going to decline the offer.
Charlie, I was sure, wouldn’t care.
But Jesse? Our financial situation was a lot different than Charlie’s. I knew, obviously, that they’d support me in anything. But it didn’t make me any less nervous to tell him that I was going to potentially set my career back, and lose my whale, in the hopes of making this work.
I didn'tthinkglitch would go anywhere. We’ve had a strong relationship for quite a while—and he seemed to really enjoy watching me with Jesse. But I didn’t know how he would react to being told no. And that made me nervous,
For all I knew, maybe he wouldn’t care. Maybe he was a cucking fiend and would be just as excited by watching me with Charlie. Or even all three of us?
No matter what, risking Glitch was way less important to me than risking my pack. If I needed to get a normal job, I would. Even if the idea made me want to die a little.
I was lost in my thoughts, the couch dipping so that I slid slightly into the divet as Charlie adjusted, drawing me closer. “ What's up baby girl? you seem distracted.”
“A little,” I admitted. “I've been thinking about it— and to be clear I still want to stream and do Afterdark, and maybe even have you guys on sometimes if you want—I think I’m going to turn down Glitch’s offer.” I glanced between the two of them, smiling nervously. “He’s always beensosupportive, and it would probably really hurt me if he up and disappeared, but I want to keep streams to just us or solo.”
Jesse put their hand on her shoulder, giving it a comforting squeeze. “That’s fine, sweetie pie. In all honesty I’d be more comfortable with that anyway.”
