The headache I had was amplified because of the crying, but I didn't tell Noah. I didn't want him to worry any more than he already was. I also didn't want to take the pain medicine because I didn't want to go to sleep yet.
"God, please protect my wife and give her the strength she needs to get through this. And for her to know that she isn't in this alone," Noah whispered a prayer over me as he washed my body.
I kept my eyes closed because my emotions had gotten the best of me. I tried my best not to let the tears fall again, but I couldn't help it. This man prayed for me. I wasn't sure if it was something he did often, but either way, it made me feel good and turned me on.
After I rinsed off, I watched Noah as he washed up. From his thick neck to his muscular chest and bulging arms, Noah was fine. I licked my lips as I watched the water run down his back. I may not have remembered anything about him, but I knew at that moment that I wanted to make love to my husband.
Noah turned around and caught me gawking at him and smirked. "You good, Care Bear?"
I cleared my throat. "Yes." My voice was lower than I expected it to be.
Noah smirked again, then shut the water off. Before I could step out of the shower, Noah picked me up and carried me to thebedroom. He didn't even bother with grabbing towels and letting me dry off.
He gently laid me down in the middle of the bed on the white comforter.
Whose idea was it to have a white comforter and sheets?
I didn't have time to think about the color of the bedding when Noah climbed on top of me and stared into my eyes. Different emotions played across his face, but the ones I saw the most in his eyes were love and lust. I opened my legs wider, and I was sure Noah could feel the heat coming from between them. My body went into overdrive when he licked his lips.
"I saw the way you looked at me, Carsyn. Are you sure? I don't want to make things uncomfortable for you."
I felt his dick press against me, and I moaned. Since I couldn't remember anything, I wasn't sure of the last time we had sex, but it didn't matter. I was horny, and by the hardness of Noah's dick, he was too.
"I'm sure."
No other words were needed when Noah leaned down and pressed a kiss to my lips. I wrapped my arms around him and welcomed his tongue when it grazed my lips. As Noah deepened the kiss, he slid into my wet opening.
Simultaneously, we both moaned into each other's mouths. Noah didn't move at first. He just kept kissing me. His tongue swirled around mine. He didn't start moving until he broke the kiss. His movements weren't hurried or hard. They were slow and touched everything inside of me.
"I love you, Carsyn," Noah whispered as he stared down at me.
"I love you, too, Noah." I couldn't say why, but something inside of me told me I did.
I felt like Noah was my soulmate. He'd been patient with me so far, so that had to count for something.
"You can overcome anything you put your mind to." He continued talking to me as he slowly stroked me, staring into my eyes.
His hands were over my head, and mine were on his back, holding him close. Tears rolled down my cheeks because of how good it felt.
"Are you okay?" Noah asked but never stopped stroking.
"Yes." I arched my back off the bed when I felt an orgasm rip through me.
"That's it, baby. I'm right behind you."
Noah had finally increased his speed, but it wasn't too fast. He leaned down to kiss me again as he spilled his seeds inside of me. For a moment, we lay like that—Noah inside of me with his head buried in the crook of my neck. I rubbed his back, enjoying the connection I felt to him.
"How are you feeling?" Noah asked as he lightly brushed his fingertips down my arm.
When we finally disconnected from each other, he cleaned us both up because I didn't feel like taking another shower. We migrated underneath the covers, and I lay my head on his chest.
"I feel great. Was sex always like that with us?"
"Not all the time, but often. Other times, it would be quicker because of Nia or depending on the schedule. It really just varied on the mood, but it was always good."
"I thought I would have forgotten how to do it." I buried my head in his chest because I didn't want him to see me blush.
Noah's chuckle vibrated through his chest, making us both shake a little.
