Page 26 of Made to Love Ya
Izael pulled back and stared into my eyes.
“I don’t think you know what you’re doing, li’l mama.”
“Yes, I do.”
“Nah, you’re in your feelings right now, Chè. Everything will look different in the morning.” Izael rubbed his thumb over my bottom lip.
It was the simple things that Izael did that meant so much to me. The way he listened about my night, prepared me a bowl of ice cream, considered my feelings about what was taking place between us, and even how he rubbed my lip. Those were all things that were so sweet and could be easily taken for granted until you no longer had them in your life.
“Do you know how long I have wanted this? Wanted you, Zae?”
“No. I have no idea,” he confessed and shook his head.
“All my life.” I chuckled as my eyes teared up.
“Quit crying, beautiful girl,” he chastised and wiped the tears from my eyes.
“I can’t help it. I mean, this moment is almost too good to be true.”
“Don’t play yourself down like that."
“That kiss… me sitting on you like this…that’s not all I want, Zae. I want so much more. I always have, and I always will. If you give me nothing else, please give me tonight.”
“You know what you’re saying?”
“I do. I want to feel you inside of me, Zae, and all over me. I want you to soak up every part of me until I can no longer think, feel, or breathe unless it’s you who I’m thinking about, feeling, and breathing in.”
“Gahdamn, girl. Why’re you making this so fucking hard for me?”
I squirmed in his lap and giggled. “Yeah, he is awfully hard right now.”
I bit my bottom lip and stared into his eyes.
“Chè, everything about this is so wrong. I’m your brother’s best friend, your parents are like my own, and I’ve spent the latter part of our friendship trying to convince myself that you’re just like a sister to me.”
“Stop lying to yourself, Izael.”
He brushed my lips with his. “This could go wrong in so many ways. If we do this, ain’t no coming back from it.”
“Who said I wanted to?” I asked breathlessly.
He covered my lips with his quickly and kissed me roughly. I moaned under his kiss as he bit my lip and sucked my tongue. I gyrated hard in his lap.
When he finished kissing me, he stood with me in his arms. I was surprised at how easily he carried me. It was as though I was weightless in his arms. Izael crossed over the living room to his bedroom and laid me on his bed.
He was attentive and careful as he removed my high-heeled Kurt Geiger sandals from my manicured feet. When he finished, he unzipped my jeans and slowly peeled them off my body, leaving me lying there trembling in my sky-blue thong. I watched as his fingers unbuttoned my blouse and then rubbed his hands over the lacy matching bra I wore. Not once had Izael moved his gaze away from mine.
He came back up and kissed my lips before moving to my ear and sucking the shell of it. Slowly, he trailed hot kisses to my neck and then my shoulders. By the time he made it to my breasts, I was ready to snatch my bra off. My body was hot and yearning for him, but he was taking his time. Izael watched me as he fingered my nipples.
“Your body is so beautiful, Cinnamon. You’re a treasure to behold, one that I want the pleasure of pleasing tonight if you say yes.”
“Yes, Izael. God, yes,” I whimpered as he lifted my breast to his lips and sucked gently. My hand went to the back of his head and cupped it. His free hand cupped my other breast while he nibbled on the other nipple. He gave the right breast the same treatment before those kisses took him to my belly. He stuck his tongue inside of my navel and then proceeded to go lower.
Although I kept my regular wax appointments, I always kept a landing strip. For some reason, it was sexy to me, and I guess it was to Izael too. He licked the hair and went lower to suck my lower lips before he spread them.
With his gaze on me, Izael slid a finger inside of me and curled it up and down until I begged him, “Please, taste me, Zae.”
“Only if you’re sure.”
