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A frustrated sound comes from me, but I can’t respond, he’s slowly cutting my air off. “R-Ronan…” I wheeze.
“I like your violence,” he says, his voice is low and sultry.
He didn’t need to tell me that, I can feel his hard cock pressed against the small of my back.
The heat that’s building up my face and the daze across my eyes has me floating. I’m not even fighting for air, even if I’m scratching and clawing at his jeans.
“I want more of it.”
The moment I think I’m going to lose consciousness, he releases my throat and shoves me onto my side. I suck in a sharp breath, grabbing at the grass and moist ground below.
A click of a belt comes, and I whimper. “Please… not here…” Looking up at him, he stands over me, his height already imposing while I’m on my feet but down on the ground, he is a mighty god, and I am a mere ant.
What’s fucked is, I wouldn’t mind him stepping on me. In fact, I hope he does. The thought alone makes my body feel even more submissive than it already is.
He tuts and drops his pants, along with his boxers, exposing his curved, veiny, pierced cock. Without saying anything, he falls back to his knees, grabs the waistband of my leggings, and rips them down. My fight returns, and one of my hands takes hold of the fabric, while the other pushes at his wrist. I use my nails, scratch and dig them into his flesh.
A thunderous growl rolls from his throat. “Fuck. That’s it, Cal.”
With a strong tug, he breaks my grip free of my pants and tears them down completely, along with my panties.
The instant his head lifts, my palm slaps across his face with enough force to make him stumble back, crashing onto his hands. Now on all fours, he slowly turns his gaze toward me. I hit him so hard that my nails scrape across the peaks of his cheekbones, leaving a mark.
“Oh—Oh, my god… I’m—”
“Don’t apologize,” he croons, a grin tugging at his lips. “Your fight is beautiful, baby.”
Butterflies soar through my stomach.
“You must not have fought hard enough.”
Heat springs to my eyes as he lunges for me. I attempt a scream, but he has his hand over my mouth. My legs kick but he soon captures one between his thighs and shoves the other down to the ground.
I try to move his hand from my mouth, but I’m quickly distracted from that when a groan of pleasure falls from his lips.
His fingers then draw up my thigh, right to my pussy.
“Look how soaked your cunt is. So fucking eager for me.”
Heat rolls across my entire body, both from embarrassment and excitement. My heel digs into the dirt just as he dips two fingers into my center. I throw my head back and pant out needy noises into his palm.
“I’ve drawn a lot of blood in my life.” As he speaks, he moves his hand and grabs my wrist, trapping it between his thigh and calf. The weight he puts down onto it makes it impossible, even with his sweat, to slip through. He quickly attempts to grab my other hand, and instead, I swat at him.
He only chuckles. “And I know yours will be the sweetest I’ve ever had.”
My eyes round. “Stop—stop!”
After just a few seconds of wrestling to grab my free hand, he finally gets it and forces it above my head, then pulls it down, holding it firmly beneath my neck.
His two fingers dive deeper inside of me, and my hips lift off the ground in response. “Wrong word again, Cal. You know exactly what one to say for me to let you go, but you won’t because you are a desperate slut.”
As he pumps his fingers inside me, he curls them to brush against the spot that forms a knot in my already throbbing stomach. “You don’t want me to taste you because you find it repulsive. There is nothing at all that’s disgusting about you, including this.”
He sucks air through his teeth before removing his digits and bringing them up into view. There is blood coating them, but the evidence of my arousal draws between his index and thumb as he pulls them apart.
“Being chased has you fucking soaked, baby girl. Such a whore for punishment and the prospect of being fucked by a murderer.” He slips his fingers between his lips and sucks them clean.
My heart, stomach, and pussy go to another planet.