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“Is this a bad time for me to ask you a personal question?” She withdraws her hand from my hair, bringing both to her chest before leaning forward into me. I enjoy carrying her like this, and if I had unlimited stamina like that vampire dude from the television show she’s started to make me watch, I’d do it all day.
“Only if I get one in return.” I tap our bedroom door open with my foot.
“Sure.” She pauses briefly, and as she does, I toss her onto the bed. She squeals and immediately takes off her shirt. “Kids, marriage—have you ever thought of those things?”
I shake my head.
Before she goes for her bra, she stops and stares up at me expectantly. I didn’t realize I needed to go into further detail.
“I haven’t previously thought about them. Something someone once told me stuck with me, and after that, imagining anyone wanting to be withmefor extended periods of time, didn’t seem possible.”
“You are the kind of heavy that isn’t worth carrying, Ronan.”I shake her voice out of my head.
Calista’s brows pull together. “I can…” I feel like she wanted to add to that, but she ends it there.
“You say that now.” I pull my shirt off, then undo my belt. “My question.”
“Wait.”
She moves her hands behind her back and unclasps her bra, allowing her full breasts to come into my view. I’ve seen them every day since I made her mine, but I still get instantly hard at the sight of her half-naked body. I’m unabashedly addicted to her.
“Yes?”
“Would you?”
“Would I what?”
“Consider them.” Her voice trembles through her words.
I let out a sigh, unsure how to answer. Honestly, the idea of being a dad terrifies me—I can only imagine what a psych evaluation would say. They’d probably deem me unfit to even have a pet. Then there’s marriage; I saw what happened with my parents, how that ended. Eamon’s infidelity is just another warning sign. And Jasmine isn’t even his first wife, which makes me wonder what happened to the one before.
That being said, I would be lying if I hadn’t contemplated grabbing onto her IUD and snatching it out of her. The thought of her pregnant with my child has made me feel strangely more possessive than I was before it floated around in my brain.
Don’t even get me started on imagining a ring around her finger, a telling story to anyone that she’s not available and ismine.I've never felt anything this intense—it's entirely new.
Then again, everything with her is.
“Forget I asked.”
I didn’t mean to be quiet for as long as I was. “No, sorry.” Sighing, I offer a smile. “Can we get a dog first?” It’s not delivered playfully, because I’m dead serious. I need to know if I can take care of something other than me. I’m still learning to do that for the grown woman laying half-naked before me.
Her lips part slowly in the center, slowly, and I’m excited to be biting them soon. “Then you’d consider them?”
Humming softly, I crawl onto the bed and between her legs, grabbing her leggings and removing them. “Yes.”
“Okay, thank you.” I understand her wanting to know. If that’s something she wants in the future, and I didn’t, maybe those are make or break.
Again, too bad for her, even if I said no and she tried to leave I’d be clamping her to the bed. Imprisonment wouldn’t be the worst thing, right? I’d still fuck and feed her.
Joking, of course.
“Now for my question.” I spread her legs wide, taking in her pink cunt and how soaked she is. “Did it excite you when your stepdad walked in on you choking on my cock, baby girl?”
She rests her hands over her head, crossing her wrists over one another. “Yes, Daddy, it did.”
I groan. “I knew it would. This weekend, I’m going to take you somewhere.” As I speak, two fingers slip through her slit. Her back lifts from the bed as I swipe up to her clit. “I’ve been waiting to bring it up, but now I just know you’ll enjoy it as much as I will.”
“What is it?” she pants through her question.
