Page 61 of Loup Garou
“Think about it, Xavs. They’re attacking at an alarming rate. They don’t want us to merge essences. Somehow they know we’re close. They won’t let up. You know it. Do you want them to figure out a way to use me against you or vice versa? Do you want to be left no choice but to kill me?”
“Gods, no.” Horror showed on his handsome face.
“If you want me, even the tiniest bit, take me now or I will run as far as I can and when they attack again I won’t fight back.” I looked at the wall, ashamed of myself for what I was about to admit. “At the rec center, the vampire wasn’t lying. I told him to kill me. I begged him to end it. I was tired of fighting. I’m still tired. I can’t do this anymore. Fix it, Exavier. Make it so they can’t keep trying to stop us from being together, or walk away and let me end it.”
“Lindsay? No. Baby, we’ll get past this.” He moved towards me slowly as if afraid and unsure of himself.
“Make it official.” Tentatively, I glanced up. “Pull the rug out from under them, Xavs.”
“You’ll resent me for it,” he said softly. “You’ll blame me and claim I did this to have you.”
I pushed to my feet and rushed towards him faster than I ever thought I could move. A strange mix of rage and fear had hold of me. Pulling my hand back, I slapped him hard across the face. “Did that knock sense into you yet? I love you, you idiot! I loved you when you were clumsy and nervous around me. I loved you when you spent every free minute you had with me. I loved you when you broke down and gave in to the doll request. I loved you as I cried every night, thinking about you. I continued to love you, thinking about you daily, wondering if you were okay, if you were happy, if I’d ever be happy without you. I fell fast for you when you showed back up in my life and I didn’t even know it was you, dumbass. Do you want to know why I walked out of the room when you were holding Lucy? Something inside me clicked. It felt perfect, you me, babies—all of it. My body knew who you are tome. It just took a minute for my head to catch up. It has. I love you. Now, step up to the plate, make this official or wish me the best against the creatures that keep coming for me—coming for us.”
Something passed over his face. He nodded. “Lindsay Marie Willows, I claim thee. I offer my soul, my heart, my love and my body to you for all eternity. Take this gift and make it yours.”
The room was instantly bathed in bright, blinding white light. My eyes stung. Tears filled them as the quarter vampire blood I carried in me screeched out madly, the light seeming to sear right through me. Exavier was suddenly there, pressing his body over mine, shielding me from the light as a wind began to circle around us. It ripped at my T-shirt and bottoms. Knowing it wouldn’t stop until we were both nude, I waited without fear, letting Exavier protect me from the light.
Exavier’s body was suddenly lifted from me enough that, except for his hands on my eyes, I could no longer feel him there. I reached out, frantic to find the rest of him. “I’m here, baby. Right here. I won’t leave you. I’m so sorry. I didn’t want this to be our first time.”
The unseen force pushed me backwards on my bed and spread my legs wide. Exavier’s body settled between my legs. The feel of his naked, firm body pressing me to the bed made cream flood me instantly. I ached to be filled by him. To feel his muscles move as his body artfully pumped in and out of me. I wanted it all. I wanted him. And I knew in that moment he’s what I’d wanted all my life. He’d been right. I was made for him.
I felt him stiffening, trying to fight it. “I don’t want to hurt you, Linds. This isn’t how I wanted this to be. I’m sorry…”
“I know.” And I did know. The raw emotion in his voice didn’t need to tell me.
The power circling us aligned our bodies perfectly, setting the stage for the act that had to be performed to complete the bonding. The second I felt the head of Exavier’s cock pressed to my entrance, I readied myself for him as best I could. Instantly, his body slammed down into mine, ramming his shaft to the hilt. His girth spread me to the brink. Hot, searing pain ran through me as he stretched me fully andstruck my cervix with the head of his penis. Each spearing movement left me panting, clawing at the bedding, doing anything to separate myself from the pain of it all.
Crying out, I grabbed hold of Exavier’s shoulders and held on tight, doing my best to relax for him. Without thought, my body clenched around his. He cried out then.
“Ah, baby, you’re killing me.”
Letting go of my eyes, he dropped his head down and captured my lips with his. As his tongue ran over mine, my body loosened a bit, allowing Exavier some play to continue to move. And move he did. The pain receded, being replaced by intense pleasure. It took only a second before he was hammering into me, impaling me with his rigid cock. Our tongues danced around one another as my entire body lit with need. My nipples hardened into tiny pebbles and my sex continued to produce the much needed lubrication for the event.
Soon, we’d struck a rhythm, a comforting counter partnership that left my body climbing, seeking that pinnacle. The one where we would forever be locked to one another—our souls intertwined and our fates sealed.
Exavier ran a hand down my side and cupped my ass cheek as he continued to drill into me. His lower abdomen rubbed against my clit as he worked me towards new heights. Moaning, I clawed at his shoulders as he filled me so full, so right, and continued to stake his claim on me.
“Linds, you’re so tight.”
Tiny animal noises came from me as Exavier fucked me so thoroughly that he ground my body into the mattress and still kept going as if he would never tire. I prayed that was true. Each thrust left him rubbing my swollen bud, filling my sex and leaving indescribable amounts of pleasure branching throughout me.
“Exavier.”
Hot magik moved through my lower abdomen rapidly and seemed to stay there, pulsing, teasing, elevating me. My inner thighs tightened. A tingling began in my toes and worked its way up me slowly, takingcare to caress every inch of me. Arching my back, I clawed at him. “I’m coming. Fill me now.”
“Ahh, uhh, I claim you,” he stammered as he slammed down into me. “Mine.” His eyes shifted a second before his mouth did. I’d seen Jay shift into wolf form enough not to scream. Though Jay had never done even this small of a shift while on me.
Arching my neck back, I offered it to Exavier, knowing he had to mark me to seal the deal. The second his teeth broke my skin, I cried out. It wasn’t painful. No. Whatever he was doing made pleasure strike in bursts.
“And I accept you, from now until eternity,” I whispered as an orgasm tore through me. I kissed him fast and furious as his hot jet of semen shot into me. Another moment of bliss hit me as I peaked yet again.
Exavier continued to eject long waves of come into me. I held tight to him, an ache in my chest wishing with all my might that the seed he’d given me could find a home, but knowing it would never be able to.
He released his hold on my neck and kissed it gently. “I love you so much, Lindsay.”
“I love you too, Xavs.” As the last bit of his come filled me, the bright light surrounding us faded away and the controlling wind of magik dissipated.
Exhaustion hit me hard as I cupped Exavier’s head in my hands. He made a move to withdraw from me and I clung to him. “No, stay for a bit.”
