And there was just something so fragile about her now.
 
 I nodded. “All right. I’ll take you home.”
 
 “And you’ll h-hold me?”
 
 “I will hold you so tightly, no one will make me let go. Any bastard who tries will be a dead bastard.”
 
 She took a deep breath, as if my words comforted her, and nodded.
 
 I squeezed her to me once more before letting her return to her seat. Then I made the short drive home.
 
 19
 
 KAI
 
 Gemma wasnaked and tied to the bed.
 
 After we got home, I made her a quick dinner by heating up the leftover lasagna from the night before.
 
 I fed her most of the meal, and I thought I would need to start doing that now because, as drained as she had been, I had never seen her eat so much on her plate.
 
 After that, we took a quick shower together and went to bed.
 
 I tied her up because I needed some control.
 
 I needed to reassure myself that she was safe and right here with me and wasn’t going anywhere.
 
 She seemed to have taken comfort in that as well.
 
 I sat on the bed with Gemma sound asleep next to me.
 
 The covers had fallen a little and there was a hint of pretty pink nipples showing through every time she breathed in and out.
 
 I didn’t know how long I stayed like this, watching her, but it was long enough that my back muscles were getting sore.
 
 I rubbed my eyes.
 
 I should probably try to get some sleep.
 
 I didn’t think I could, though.
 
 Not yet.
 
 I grabbed the laptop on the nightstand.
 
 Then I did what I should have done when I’d first looked into Gemma.
 
 I searched for her on the dark web.
 
 * * *
 
 Holy.Shit.
 
 Quietly, I climbed out of bed and pulled on a pair of sweats before grabbing my laptop and making my way out to the living room.
 
 The streetlights outside my apartment twinkled, and I didn’t bother to turn on the lights.
 
 I called Dad.