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Claire studied the way Jack's expression darkened, his fingers curling tighter around the phone as if bracing for a blow. A flicker of pain passed through his eyes—quiet, quick, and telling—before he masked it beneath a tight swallow. "I used to get calls like this all the time," he murmured, his voice almost lost to the wind. "Late nights at the hospital... Chloe would call me, her voice so small, asking if I was coming home. And I’d tell her I’d try, knowing full well I wouldn’t."

Claire watched Jack’s gaze linger on Chloe, her carefree laughter filling the air. Something in his posture shifted, a quiet determination settling over him, as if he was beginning to see that he didn’t have to be the man who always chose work over family. He had made a choice to step back, to be present. But Claire was sure it still felt like shedding a second skin—one that had defined him for so long it had become inseparable from who he believed he was.

Jack told her he could already hear the conversation playing out—his team needing him, the unspoken expectation that he’d drop everything and return. It echoed too many memories: sterile lights, hospital pagers, walking past glass windows at midnight while patients slept and Chloe waited at home, unheard and unseen.

Claire watched Jack’s shoulders relax slightly, the tension in his grip easing just a little. He had told her before how he had stepped away from the relentless demands of on-call life, choosing instead to consult remotely so he could be present for Chloe in a way he hadn’t been before. And yet, she could see that the weight of his old responsibilities still clung to him—not just out of habit, but out of identity. And identities, she knew, weren’t easy to surrender.

His gaze flicked to Chloe, her laughter still ringing in the air, and then to Claire, her presence grounding him. His shoulders sagged as if surrendering a burden, and he let out a breath that seemed to come from somewhere deep. With a slow exhale and a subtle shift in his stance, he stuffed the phone back into his pocket, the decision—just for now—made. He rubbed the back of his neck, his tension evident. “I should at least check what they need.”

Claire nodded, offering a reassuring smile as she reached out, her fingers briefly grazing his forearm. "And you will. But maybe not tonight. Maybe tonight, you just… be here." She hoped the warmth of her touch was steady and a quiet reminder that he didn’t have to figure everything out alone.

Jack’s gaze lifted to hers, his expression shifting—uncertain, conflicted, but open in a way she hadn’t seen before. Claire couldn’t quite decipher it, but she knew something inside him was changing. He looked almost…lost. The confident, guarded man she had met weeks ago was unraveling, piece by piece, and it had nothing to do with her. And yet, watching him like this stirred something tender—and terrifying—in her. She wanted to believe he was capable of letting go, of stepping forward. But what if he couldn’t? What if she let herself believe in something that would never fully materialize? The thought made her pulse quicken. She’d risked before and been left behind. Was she doing it again? Still, she stayed. Because maybe, just maybe, this time would be different.

She took a slow step closer, her voice gentle, though a flicker of uncertainty tugged at her chest. Was she pushing too hard? Would this be the moment he pulled away again? But she couldn’t hold back—not when she could see the war raging behind his eyes. "It’s okay to want something else, Jack. To want to be here. With Chloe. With this life you’re building."

His throat worked as he swallowed. “I don’t know how to do both.”

“Maybe you don’t have to figure it out all at once.” Claire gave him a small, reassuring smile. “Maybe you just take it one step at a time.”

She reflected on how simple gestures had carried her through—how a warm casserole dish on a lonely night or an unexpected note tucked into her mailbox reminded her she wasn’t invisible. Each one softened her defenses, offered her grace, and made the hard days a little more bearable. Sometimes, on the hard days, it was her sister Lily’s gentle nudges—a dinner left on the porch, a midweek text to remind her she wasn’t alone—that helped her keep going. Lily had a way of knowing when to show up without demanding anything, and in those quiet offerings, Claire had found strength.

The air between them settled into something softer, something neither of them needed to define. The distant crash of waves against the shore filled the quiet, rhythmic and soothing, a steady contrast to the turmoil swirling inside Jack. The moon cast a silver glow over the town square, illuminating the cobblestone paths and the soft rippling of the nearby water.

A gentle breeze carried the scent of salt and lingering festival treats, wrapping around them like a whisper of normalcy. Only a few people lingered now, their laughter distant, almost dreamlike, as if belonging to another world—one far removed from the heavy decision weighing on Jack’s shoulders.

Jack let out a slow, measured breath and dragged a hand through his hair, fingers snagging briefly in the strands as if trying to dislodge the tension coiled inside him. Claire watched the tension in his posture, the way his fingers threaded through his hair as if trying to steady himself. "You make it sound so simple," he muttered, his voice carrying the weight of uncertainty.

She could see the conflict in his eyes, the hesitation in the way he held himself, as if he was standing at the edge of something he wasn’t sure he was ready to face. The idea of stepping away from the life he had built, the identity he had poured everything into, felt like standing on the edge of a cliff, uncertain if the ground would hold. If he let go of that, who was he?

And yet, wasn’t he already changing? He had chosen to step back, to be here with Chloe, to allow himself this sliver of a different life. But the guilt still lingered, whispering that moving forward meant leaving something—someone—behind.

“It’s not.” Claire chuckled. “But I think sometimes we make things harder than they have to be.”

Jack studied her for a long moment, then, to her surprise, he nodded. "Maybe you’re right."

Claire could see the hesitation in his stance, the way his shoulders tensed, as if he was still battling the idea of moving forward. Was he afraid that embracing something new would mean letting go of what he had lost? She wasn’t sure, but she hoped, in time, he would find the answer. Claire couldn’t know what decision he would make tomorrow. But tonight, standing beside her, something in his eyes told her he was trying.

Claire’s heart squeezed. The fact that he was willing to admit that—even just a little—meant something. Maybe he was starting to believe in himself again.

And if he was—if he truly let her in—what would that mean for her? The thought stirred something vulnerable inside Claire. It meant she might finally have found someone who saw her for who she was now, not the woman she used to be, not the version shaped by someone else’s broken promises. It meant risking her heart again. But it also meant hope. Real hope.

As they stood there, side by side beneath the vast stretch of night, Claire felt something shift—not just between them, but within Jack. His hand flexed at his side, as if resisting the urge to reach for hers, and for a brief moment, his gaze softened in a way she hadn’t seen before. She caught the flicker of vulnerability in his expression, a silent admission of the trust he was beginning to place in her. The air between them felt charged, fragile yet full of possibility. And as he let out a breath that seemed to carry the weight of something long-held, she knew one thing for certain.

Hope was never truly lost.

And maybe, just maybe, Jack was starting to believe that too.

As Claire turned to leave, she glanced back and noticed Jack lingering for a moment, his gaze following her as if he were seeing something even he hadn’t expected. His fingers flexed at his side, and she wondered if he was resisting the impulse to reach out, to hold onto this moment just a little longer. Something about the shift in his expression made her believe he was beginning to let go of the past—just enough to consider what might come next.

Claire watched Jack linger for a moment, his gaze distant, as if he were seeing something even he hadn’t expected. His posture shifted, a quiet weight lifting from his shoulders. For the first time since she had met him, she saw something close to hope in his expression—a flicker of belief that maybe, just maybe, he could want something new, something outside of the walls he had built.

She didn’t know exactly what Jack was thinking—but for the first time, he didn’t look afraid. Maybe, just maybe... it almost felt possible.

Claire felt it—soft but sure. For the first time in a long time, the possibility didn’t feel fragile. It felt real.

Chapter Thirteen

Jack