Page 31 of Dear Glory
“C-can you tell me more about it?! I… I mean… it seemed like a group of people with the same interest colligating in one place and I’m j-just curious… how does that happen? An-and more importantly, why did you take me when I’m not like that?” I finish.
“Hm…” he leans back in his massage chair before standing and carrying me over to an extremely large, jetted tub. “Alright, I’ll answer. However, since it’s been a while, let me service you in the process.”
“Service me? Like how?” I question as he sets me down.
“How else, Princess? Join me for a bath?” He turns on the water and adds some beads and a eucalyptus scent that has me breathing deeply and sighing.
“But I showered th-this morning!”
“So? Is there a such thing as being too clean?” he chuckles.
“I… supposed not.” I grunt, watching him disrobe, looking yummy. I surprise myself when I let him take my clothes off, uncaring that we are not alone as Fabian and Lawrence are standing guard facing us as we make our way into the massive in-ground pool-like tub.
“So where do you want me to start?” he asks as he swirls around.
“From the top… tell me everything so that way I can’t question your integrity towards me or your intentions. I need to know what this is and what you want from me,” I let him know straight forwardly.
“Okay. Well first, as you know, my sexual tendencies and preferences lean a bit different from… normal. I’m a part of a community of individuals who feel the same but have varying sexual inclinations. The community is massively referred to as BDSM.”
“What does that acronym mean?” I question but he shakes his head.
“Well, it’s not an acronym. It’s an umbrella term but in totality it means Bondage and
Discipline, Domination and Submission, and Sadism and Masochism, and in that, I lean more toward the latter two… and I’m what you would call a Dom.”
“Dom? Domination… sadism…what does all of that mean?” I place a hand on my chest, heart doing black flips, but after calming down some I see that I’m genuinely curious about this lifestyle and him.
“Hmm… to put it plainly, it means dominant. If you take the literal definition, it means to havea commanding position over, or to overlook something or someone.” He eyes me, doing back strokes and stepping between my legs.
“Oh… and Bunny mentioned submissive… is that literal too? Because if so, I don’t think I’m like that at all,” I scowl and he chuckles.
“Maybe not with others, but in front of me, Bunny, or Wolf, you were exactly that, readyto conform to the authority or will of others… meeklyobedientor passive.” I’m left speechless because he’s not wrong.I could barely form a sentence in front of them…
“W-why w-was that? A-and why didn’t you say anything or get angry? I don’t understand you or them! If someone is sexually attracted to someone else and they are together, shouldn’t the partner be angry? It’s cheating!” I smash my fist against the water, accidentally splashing him, but he doesn’t get upset. Sir never gets upset with me.
“Why were you submissive? Well that’s easy. It’s because it’s in your nature to be quiet in front of a person of more authority than you. While some have to fight for others to respect them, others wield it like Wolf and Bunny. It’s second nature to them.”
“I don’t get it! How can Bunny be dominant but …” I trail off.
“But enjoy being dominated by his wife? Or being submissive to her? They are what you call a switch couple. They interchange their roles, but it’s usually Wolf who’s leading. I told you they’re a fun couple,” he shrugs and I frown.
“But they and you… they are outwardly seeking other people and sometimes from the same sex... isn’t that cheating and gay?!” I grit out, but I’m astonished to see him shake his head.
“It’s not cheating since the both of them are aware and only play together. They were like that before they even got together and ultimately married. They, like myself, enjoy watching their partners in bed with others. You don’t need to have romantic feelings for a person to enjoy their company. And theybothare attracted to both sexes, so it’s bisexuality,” he states, throwing me for a loop.
“Bisexual?” I frown.
“When you’re attracted to both sexes… man and a woman,” he explains and I snort, having heard the term several times, but it doesn’t make sense.
“Well, I don’t understand. Isn’t gay just gay?,” I frown, confused since that’s all I’ve ever heard in my life. These new terms are making my head hurt, but I don’t want to offend him or sound ignorant. I’m always willing to learn when taught, I just think he’s throwing so much at me… I wasn’t expecting his lifestyle to be so complicated.
“Gay men are not attracted to women and would not get erect due to a woman. A woman who’s into women would hardly get wet for a penis. So there’s a difference… like your pussy gettingwet when Wolf said she wants to eat you out,” he calls me out and my eyes widen at having been caught.
“Well… y-y-you’re not wrong,” I admit. “I suppose what you’re saying is valid b…but what about you?! I saw how you interact with Lawrence and Fabian a-and you didn’t stop Bunny f-from licking you d-down there,” I chew my lip curious and duck into the water, blowing bubbles, trying to hide how embarrassed and turned on I am from thinking about it. I glance over to the door where Lawrence breaks out in coughs and Fabian seems to be holding back a laugh.
“Lawrence? And Fabian?” he pauses cocking his head to the side. “There is nothing going on with us. I’ve personally never had an inclination toward men,” he cocks his head to the side, thinking about it. “Bunny however… that was new and I was in the moment. It didn’t feel too bad, and I’m willing to explore more, though I wouldn’t go as far as to call myself bisexual based off that one encounter,” he explains and I sit up, trying to rationalize his words. “If I’m honest, if you really want to know what turns me on, it is not the thought ofmefuckingthem,but the thought ofthemfuckingyou!” he grins devilishly and I sputter.
“Wh— WHAT?!”
