Page 85 of Coming Up Roses
Shit. Panic seizes me. She’s not enjoying this. My arms immediately wrap around her body, my hand smoothing her hair.
“Rosie, I’m so sorry.”
She pushes up onto her elbow to look down at me. Herexpression is wrecked. “It’s not your fault. I just sometimes can’t get there when I’m on top.”
“What do you need?” I ask, cupping her cheek and bringing her face to mine for a soft kiss.
She slides off me and I want to pull her back, but I refrain. “Come here,” she says, lying back and reaching for me.
I roll towards her, settling between her legs. She wraps them around my waist, tugging me closer. I let out a low hum when my cock slides against her wet pussy.
“I want you to fuck me like this,” she murmurs. “I want to feel all of you.”
I blanket her body with mine and push into her. Her face is pressed against my neck and I feel her exhale ghost over my skin as I enter her.
I tuck my arms around her and hold her close.
Abi riding me was incredibly sexy. Everything about her is.
But this moment right here, this intimacy, this is what I really needed tonight.
I thrust my hips and Abi moans, pressing a kiss against my throat.
She drops her head back to the pillows and stares up at me. Our gazes lock and with long, deliciously slow thrusts, I build her up, dragging her closer and closer to the edge.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous,” I murmur. “Incredible. Beautiful. Determined. Brave.”
Each word causes her to tremble a little more until the last one, which sends a full body shudder through her.
Her palms press against my face and while instinct wantsme to throw my head back and fuck her harder, her hands keep me grounded, intent on her.
I lose myself in her. I’m not just Flynn anymore. She’s a part of me, I don’t know who I’ll be without her.
When I can’t hold back anymore and my orgasm hits, I tumble over the edge, Abi following me right over, her fingernails digging into my shoulders, legs locked tight around my waist, eyes still on mine.
“Fuck me,” I gasp, ragged pants making me shudder over her.
“I just did,” Abi replies, a soft smirk on her lips and I laugh as I let my head fall to her shoulder, then collapse on top of her.
She drags her hand up and down my spine, the caress almost too much for my heart.
“Go clean up, then go to sleep, sweetheart,” she murmurs against my hair.
“Only if you stay right here with me.” It’s a stupid thing to say. I shouldn’t want her to stay. I should be creating some distance between us, before I blow this entire thing up in our faces with my feelings.
I’m going to have to end it before I get myself in any deeper, if that’s even possible at this point.
Our reality is that we aren’t supposed to be together. There are too many things to consider. Sadie for one and how she might feel about this. Abi was supposed to be here for Sadie and only Sadie. Yet here I am, diverting all the attention.
Plus, there’s our jobs to think about. Not that Olivia seems to have an issue with employee fraternisation. No, it’s not her I’m worried about.
It’s Katie and Dallas.
Katie and I drifted apart while she wasn’t living in Kauri Creek and now she’s back, do I want to jeopardise one of the best friendships I’ve ever had by admitting to this thing with Abi?
It’s all too much, too complicated. And I don’t do complicated. I tell myself it’s why I’ve avoided any relationships until now, because I can’t deal with complexities and emotions and the hard stuff. The fact I’ve never found someone to have a relationship with is irrelevant. I’m the good time guy. I’m definitely not the guy Abi should be relying on while getting her life back on track. She’s so close to everything she ever wanted.
I head to the bathroom to deal with the condom, then slide into bed beside Abi again.
