Page 36 of Always Watching
North gives me a weird look for a less than a second before he smooths his expression. “I don’t have condoms, Ranen,” he says pointedly.
Oh.Oh. If my cheeks get any hotter, I swear I’ll burst into flames. “That’s… that’s okay. I trust you.”
I do. I trust North more than I trust anyone else. Hopefully that doesn’t make me a fool.
My palms sweat as I sit in front of the camera, rubbing my hands on my tiny shorts. Other than Olly, I’ve never had anyone on cam with me, and I’ve never wanted anyone to touch me or for me to touch them in return. I’ve also never thought about losing my virginity with an audience.
Because that’s what will happen. North and I will not stop at hand jobs and blow jobs. I won’t be content until his fat cock is buried in me as deeply as it will go. That thought turns me on and terrifies me in equal measure.
North looks over his shoulder at me from where he’s adjusting the camera to this new angle—facing the bed from the side instead of the foot of the bed like it usually does. It’ll allow the audience to see the entire bed and us on it. “You okay, Cas?”
Despite my nerves, I grin at his use of my screen name. “I’m good. Just… I need to tell you something.”
“Okay.” He turns to me, but is looking down at the mask in his hands.
I open my mouth to say I’ve never done this, but end up closing it and backing down. I’ve already canceled on my viewers several times. If I tell North I’m a virgin, he’ll probably want to back out of doing it. I’ll lose money if my subscribers don’t get the show they’re promised.
When North looks up at me with a question in his eyes, I shake my head, changing my mind. “Nothing. I’m just nervous, is all.”
He walks over and kneels in front of me. I’m not ashamed to admit that my dick throbs in my tiny shorts. “No need to be nervous. I’ll be here with you every step of the way.” He picks up my dildo and examines it with a small quirk of his lips. “Though I don’t think this will be enough.”
A laugh bubbles up my throat. He’s right. North is so thick, nothing but the green-eyed monster will get me ready for him. But that’s okay. I know North will be gentle with me, even when he’s not.
“Okay. I’m ready. You remember what we talked about, right?”
He nods, his smile turning filthy. “Just give me the word.” North gives me a quick kiss that’s so dirty it makes my toes curl. Fuck, I can’t wait to have him inside me.
After North takes a seat in the chair beside the computer, he presses a button to start my session. I paste a smile on my face when I see the red light come on, signaling I’m live.
“Hey, loves,” I say, waving at the camera. “I’m glad to have you guys back with me today.”
A few comments pop up from my main players, and I answer them with a smile. The one that makes me laugh is the one from Cooper.
cooper99: r we still gettin a surprise
“Yes you are. I have it all ready for you. Let’s catch up first. I think the dynamic of my shows might change…” I glance over at North, who grins as he puts on the mask, adjusting it so only his mouth shows. My cheeks heat and I duck my head, my cock growing in my pants.
cooper99: how?
“Well,” I say as I stand up and face away from the camera. “It has to do with my surprise. At least for the next few shows, I’ll have a… special guest joining us.” I hook my fingers into my shorts and drag them down my hips. I bend forward as I pull them off, showing my hole.
Two dings in rapid succession have me turning back to the screen, covering my dick so they don’t get everything right away.
derbycockrider69: will it be Dylan?
Dylan is Olly’s cam name, who my viewers are used to seeing me with.
camfan09: I can’t wait. I love your tandem shows.
I slide back on the bed, grabbing my toy as I plant my feet on the mattress. “No, it’s not Dylan. It’s someone new. Make him feel welcome.” Dings sound and I know I’m being flooded with tips. The thought of someone joining me on camera must have them really excited.
Since the tips are flooding in, I decide not to tease them anymore. Snapping up the bottle of lube, I pop it open and drizzle some on my fingers and on my toy. From the corner of my eye, I watch North palm his cock, squeezing it through his pants.
We discussed him keeping his pants on until he got on cam so I could take them off him. When I told him I wanted to put on a show, I meant it.
Smiling a smile only we share, I lube up my hole and push in one finger, then two. I groan and throw my head back, rolling my hips down on my fingers. “It’s been so long since I fucked myself,” I tell North, but I’m sure my subs think I’m talking to them.
I open my eyes, looking at North as he leans forward. His gaze drifts down to my hand, licking his lips while watching me fuck myself.
