Page 32 of Always Watching
“You want everyone to see me get you off?” he asks, kissing me on the chin and neck, sucking some of my skin into his mouth. Not hard enough to leave a mark, but enough that I feel the sting of his mouth. He drags his tongue over the spot, soothing the burn, but I want more. I want to feel his marks on me everywhere.
“Yes. Oh god, yes. Please.”
North spits on my cock, getting me wet to make the glide smoother. I’ve never experienced anything so hot and filthy in my life. I look down at his large hand around my dick, the pink head of my cock poking out on every downstroke.
“North. I’m close. I’m close.”
He hums, leaning closer so he can get to more of my skin. He kisses and licks at me. It’s almost like sensation overload. When I get used to one sensation, another takes its place, making me go out of my mind.
Is this what I’ve been missing all these years? Should I have done this with someone else so I could have experienced this great pleasure?
No. No, I think I was supposed to wait for North. No one could have made me feel this good. No one would have taken their time with me like he is. No one would have put my pleasure first, making sure I got off. North was meant to be the first personto touch me. I’ll let him know at some point that he’s the first person to touch me like this, but right now I just want to enjoy what he’s doing to me.
Against the skin of my throat, North growls, “Come for me, Ranen.”
Before the words are even fully out of his mouth, I moan high and long, my balls tightening to my body as I spill over his fist. Shudders roll through me as North jerks me through my release. Even when it gets to the point of pain from sensitivity, I don’t ask him to stop. His hand feels so fucking good on me, I never want him to stop.
When there’s nothing left, North removes his hand from my cock. I exhale roughly, sagging into him. He chuckles in my ear, kissing the side of my head. “You okay?”
“I’m perfect.” I lift my head and force my eyes to steady on his face. “You were perfect. Thank you.”
Then North does something that has my dick twitching, wanting to go for another round. While meeting my eyes, he lifts his hand to his mouth and licks my cum from his palm. “Fuck,” I murmur, watching him clean his hand of my spend.
He drags his tongue over his plump lips. “You’re fucking delicious, Ranen.”
I lunge at him, taking his mouth in a greedy kiss. I shove my tongue into his mouth, tasting myself and loving the flavor. His shirt is sticky with my release, but I don’t care. I meld myself to him, kissing him hard. North’s strong hands go around me, holding on to my ass while I plunder his mouth.
His hand threads through my hair and he pulls me away from his mouth. I whimper, wanting more, but he’s holding me so tight I can’t move.
“On your knees, Ranen,” he growls, applying more pressure to my scalp, pulling a whimper from me. Anticipation sings through my veins at what’s to come.
Chapter 12
North
Istill have thetaste of Ranen’s cum on my tongue, and he looks up at me with a fucked-out expression that makes me wonder if he understood what I said. My fingers tighten in his hair and I lean in closer, licking his lips so he can taste himself. Now that I’ve let go, I can’t control myself anymore. Iwanthim too much. “Ranen, on yourknees. Show me how good you can be for me.”
Fuck, his body jerks forward at my words, and a small whimper tears from his throat while he grinds against me like he didn’t just come.
“Please?” His whimpers turn to words, and I realize I never stood a chance. I came back with the intention of closing myself in my room. The emotions tearing through my chest after killing that asshole were too much, too overwhelming. I knew if I saw Ranen, if I got too close, I wouldn’t be able to control myself.
And then he’dasked meto touch him, to be oncamerawith him. To claim him so the world would see exactly who he belonged to, and I knew there was no other option.
I want to be careful with him, but I’m too far over the edge. He tastes too good, and he’s writhing against me like he wants more.
I want to give himeverything.
When he whines another softplease, I slap his ass without warning. The hitch of his breath is saccharine, and I trail my tongue along his throat like I can catch the taste between my teeth and drink it down. He’s a mess in my arms, and I feel drunk on the sensation.
“You sound pretty when you beg, baby. You said you wanted my cock? Get on your knees so I can fuck your mouth until you see stars.”
Heshuddersin my arms, cutting off any worry that I might have gone too far. “Oh God, North. I want it so bad.”
I drag my lips from his throat and bite his pout until he gasps, so I can whisper my next demand hot and hard against his mouth.
“Then show me.”
I don’t wait for him to drop, though. My fingers twist in his hair and I force him to his knees. The sight of him there, looking up at me with wide eyes and kiss-swollen lips is too much. I can’t hold back anymore.
