I shiver, my eyes opening as I stare up at him. My body feels like it’s going to spontaneously combust already, and I feel my lips part, wondering if he reallycando it with only his voice.
“You can try.”
His eyes snap to mine, then he smirks.
“Come for me, Juniper.” He whispers against my lips, kindly, sweetly, the power of a full bark behind it. “Rightnow.”
All my muscles clench on command, and I gasp as the forced rush of the orgasm hits me in the chest. I arch into him, cursing as I flood him with my slick, trembling as he grins down at me, kissing me softly again. I’m a boneless disaster, only a body that he continues to thrust into as I tremble under him, tears pricking in my eyes from the overwhelming sensations.
“Never,everquestion how much I care for you.” Arin holds me as I ride out the shaking high. “How much I want to hear, see,feelyour happiness and pleasure.” I slump in his arms, breathing hard as he keeps thrusting, his knot kissing my clit with each movement of his hips. Every other thrust he pauses long enough to grind into me, sending sparks over my skin and making me clench all over again.
“I’m not going to knot you tonight because it’s our first time, but you are going to come for me again, omega. And I’m going to let you milk me dry until I’m dripping out of you.”
Bliss overtakes my brain, floating away all sense of self as he takes care of everything, keeping me upright, keeping us moving as he kisses all over my face. I’m both with him and not, floating in a haze of pleasure that keeps building and building until I can barely breathe from it. There’s a rightness to his touch, his focus being only on me.
The third orgasm is like a weight on my chest, all my muscles tight as my body shakes from holding it back. I don’t want to come yet, I don’t want it to be over. I don’t want him to not be with me anymore — I claw at him again, screwing my eyes shut as I clench around him, gasping.
“It’s okay.” He murmurs soothing words, kissing my jaw, rubbing my hip as he thrusts faster. I’m crying and I don’t exactly know why, just that it’s all too much, that it’s not enough, that it’s him and everything and —
“It’s okay, Juniper. Let go for me.”
I bury my face against his chest, screaming his name as I come again, completely and utterly spent as he growls, his hips jerking into mine as he comes seconds after me. Arin cradles my head, stroking my hair as he sinks down to the bed, kissing my forehead and slipping out of me.
I turn into his touch blindly, burrowing against him as my heart jerks, the tears flooding down my face as I try to get ahold of myself, stuttering, “D-do you need to go?”
He stiffens slightly. “No, love.” The blankets lay heavy on my satiated, sticky skin as he tucks us in, kissing my jaw. “We’re going to lay here, and you’re going to rest.” Arin touches my chin and I raise my eyes, only to see him gaze down at me like I’m the only other person on the planet. His thumbs carefully wipe over my cheeks, his lips chasing the touch, his voice gentle. “You’re going to tell me every minuscule thing you need for your heat.”
I shift, biting my tongue as anxiety creeps in. “Why?”
Arin pulls me closer, grazing his lips against mine again and again. “Because I want to. Because I’m going to take care of you. Because you’re not leaving this bed or my arms until you let me solve every problem that’s bothering you, and provide every single thing you still need. Because that’s what alphas do.”
I squint up at him, one of my hands snaking around to touch his side, breathing in raggedly. “I don’t —”
His lips twitch. “Juniper, Iwantto. Please let me?”
The words stop my protests before I can even start. I scoff, burying my face in the crook of his neck, muttering softly, “Okay.”
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
THEO
There isno amount of exercise that will solve this.
This being the fact my dick enters a room before I do.
I grumble as I readjust myself in my gym shorts. I squeeze my hand once, trying to release some of the aching tension as I stare in the mirror. They could kick me out of the private gym for being indecent at this rate, it looks like I’m smuggling a fucking two-liter in my shorts.
I’ve already jerked offtwicethis morning in the shower, because I’m a goddamn wreck.
Last night, I headed downstairs to grab a late night snack when I heard noises. I thought everyone was already asleep, but as I slowed on the second floor, I found myself moving toward Bennett and Seth’s open door.
Ishouldn’thave — but sometimes they like to leave it open as an… invitation of sorts.
Their open-door policy has benefited me. When I’m in their room, Bennett and I dominate Seth — together. It’s a release to be in control, but I’m always aware that Bennett has the final word.
I only looked in because I thought it was just the two of them — but then June’s smell hit me and I felt like I was drowning.Her back arched, her thighs spread as she sat on top of Seth’s face, riding her way to a gasping, mewling orgasm that left me stumbling back in shock.
The alpha in me didn’t know what to do. Part of me wanted to barge in — but stopping them didn’t feel right — and joining themwasn’tan option. Instead I’d gone the rest of the way downstairs and mindlessly grabbed my keys, leaving for the gym in the middle of the night to go sweat off the fact I can’t even be in my own fucking house anymore without losing my mind.
