Page 2 of Virgin's New Flavors of Lust
A part of me wished that I could have roommates but that wouldn’t be doing this on my own. I don’t want my brother to come after me and be like “I told you so” and then I would be an even bigger mess. Something tells me that he would have no problem with doing so.
I know my brother and he can be a bit of an asshole. As much as I love him, when things are going a certain way, he has to be right about it.
I don’t get much of a say and no matter what, he just does what HE thinks is right.
Not what I want.
And I don’t want to get dragged around by him either.
I keep thinking that maybe, just maybe, I’ll be able to figure out where things will happen and if it is going to be alright. I guess that the way things are going, I’m not going to be able to do anything else.
Another part of me is certain that I’ll get to meet someone to love.
If I don’t, I’m sure that I would end up getting really pissed about it.
I don’t know what’ll come soon enough but this is what I’m tempted for. I just keep trying to decide what is going to end up coming from it before it is too late.
I guess that this is the only way that I’m going to be able to get this done.
Stepping into my house, I feel like it is big and perfect, but it also makes me feel a little nervous. I’m not entirely certain what is going to come next, but I do know that this is not what I’m going to be able to do.
And with my feelings going haywire, I do know that this is what I need.
And I’m going to be happy.
I can promise myself that.
Exhaling slowly, I make my way upstairs to take a shower and get ready for bed. I am fully prepared to be unpacking tomorrow and getting all of that done but I’m not going to worry about it too much.
I have a remote job, so I’ll be off for a while.
I just keep trying to decide what I’m going to be able to do before it’s too late.
I keep trying to decide what more is going to be able to come from it.
Something inside of me is screaming that something magical will happen before I even realize it.
A part of me is terrified that it is going to happen but I’m not certain what it’ll be.
TWO
Alexi Hale
She’s beautiful.
I saw her from the window of my house, a perfect angel who is enough to make me rock hard. Just the sight of her does something to me, making me want to devour her whole and never let her go. To enjoy her.
To make her mine.
It is quite clear to me that she is doing whatever she wants, and she has no idea what she does to a man.
She seems small and fragile, a woman that needs to be protected. With big blue eyes and wavy blonde hair, she looks like an angel as well.
One that I want to taint.
I have never felt this primal need before, clawing its way inside of me and trying to come home before it is too late. I guess that there is only one way that I’m going to be able to accomplish my wants.
And that is to devour her before she has a chance to walk away from me.
