Page 17 of Playing for the Dark
Stalker Man
I’ll take Daddy, but not Dad. *winking emoji*
I’m finishing up my management homework a day later than intended. I’m in college for just that: business management. I only have a year left before I finally graduate with my bachelor’s, which I have been working on for twice the time it’s supposed to take. I had to hold off on going full time due to my mom’s ALS diagnosis. You would’ve thought she would have been thankful I was going at a slower pace to be at home helping care for her, but instead, she would bitch about me not graduating on time. It will be nice not having to worry about assignments needing to be completed; the only plus side is that I could complete it online.
Zamir and Nash have both been in my phone nonstop. I should probably say something; they don’t vibe with each other, but I can’t find it within myself to pick between them.
Speaking of the devil…
Big Boy
Good morning,Mi Amor.
Bitch why are you smiling at the phone?
Ellie
Good morning, Big Boy. *winking emoji*
Big Boy
I’ll get right to it. You seemed like the type of girl that doesn’t like to beat around the bush.
Come to my place tonight.
Movie and beers?
He triple-texted me, and I don’t think he even second-guessed doing it. Why are these men so comfortable around me?
Ellie
How do I know you’re not luring me to my death?
Big Boy
Death bydick, maybe.
That didn’t sound good…
Death by orgasms!
There. That’s better.
Ellie
Okay, I’ll be taken out by orgasms. Sign me up. *dancing girl emoji*
Big Boy
See you tonight! *heart eye emoji*
What the actual fuck am I doing?I said he was only a one-night stand. But that cock, those fingers, his mouth… I can’t let all of him go to waste. We could just fuck around. Why does it always have to be a commitment?A girl can just have fun, right?
Getting slut shamed has been my life since I can remember. I try not to let it get to me, but after so many instances, it tends to. I’ve calmed down since my ex and I started dating, but before that, I was a wild one to say the least.
I’ve never liked being tied down, and guys usually want you to commit immediately; it’s just not me. I like to have freedom in my life and with my sexual partners.
I’m heading out and meeting my dad at Barone’s for lunch. We try to do this at least once a week, depending on how busy he is. I hate to tell my dad but the food at Barone’s is the main reason I’m there; who wouldn’t want the best authentic Italian food in Vegas?
