Page 31 of Knot a Bad Idea


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He was hit with felony drug charges associated with the trafficking of Omegas, and his life was ruined.

Especially now that he sits in jail with no bail, awaiting a prison sentence.

Fuck Clay to hell and back. I’ll never forget the look in April’s eyes or the way her scent soured when that drug was mentioned.

I wanted to kill him right there, consequences be damned.

But ruining his life will have to suffice.

You’re going to ruin April’s life, too, if you end this, a part of me argues.

April will move on, forget us, but I’ll still keep an eye on her. I’ll make sure she’s taken care of, even if I have to stay hidden and keep an eye on her through my private investigator.

Hunter and Liam will deal with it, and they’ll understand one day.

I already failed her once, allowing Clay near her vicinity. I won’t do it again.

That’s all you do. Fail the women in your life.

I sit on the bench and run a hand through my hair.

Priscilla Axton’s grave could be nicer. Even though it’s embellished with cherubs and delicate engravings of roses, I’m sure I could have done more.

Maybe I could have found better doctors. Maybe I didn’t exhaust all my resources.

Hunter and Liam would say otherwise—they already have, numerous times.

She died alone because you were on a business call.

Guilt weighs heavily in my chest, a constant reminder that I can’t help anyone I care for.

I’m a shit friend to Liam, and an even shittier person to Hunter.

A son that couldn’t even be there for his own mother.

I’m an asshole, through and through, and I won’t drag April down with me.

April, the kind, beautiful Omega that smells like salvation and everything I don’t deserve.

April, who alleviates Liam’s anxiety and makes Hunter laugh more than I’ve ever seen.

April, the one woman that makes mewantagain.

She deserves better.

I won’t fail her, too.

I don’t arrive backat the packhouse until the sun is setting, and I expect April to be with the others.

But I find her in the backyard, nursing a glass of wine, her gaze distant and her eyes glassy.

It looks like I won’t be having a conservation about the contract anytime soon.

She looks up at me, a small frown on her face. “Look who it is,” she mutters. “Mister Broody.”

I raise an eyebrow. “How much wine have you had to drink?” I demand.

“Why? Are you going to tell me what to do again?” she huffs.