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22. Makes me smile without trying

23. Knows exactly what to say

24. Makes family pandemonium seem... appealing?

Delete that last one.

But maybe keep it in mind.

I fall back on my suite sofa, staring at the ceiling. Through the wall, I can hear a family getting ready for bed—quiet voices, gentle laughter, the kind of domestic peace I've always run from.

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25. Lives in a world of bedtime stories and morning routines

26. Makes me question everything I ever thought I wanted

My phone buzzes again. Jonas:

Also, Lukas wants you to know he's sorry about the laptop. He suggested we could fix it with his dinosaur band-aids

And again.

For the record, I told him electronics don't work that way, but he's very convinced about the healing power of T-Rex

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27. His kids are actually kind of cute

28. I might be in serious trouble

The final text of the night:

See you tomorrow. I'll bring laptop options and coffee strong enough to make up for getting up early on vacation. Unless you've changed your mind?

The last thing I need is complications. The last thing I need is roots. The last thing I need is an attraction to someone who comes with two tiny humans and a whole lot of responsibility.

I text back:

I'll be there. But I'm not sharing my pancakes

His response is immediate:

Wouldn't dream of asking. But Jace's offer stands. She's very persistent. Gets that from her dad

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29. Might be worth breaking a couple rules for

Delete that one too.

(But save it, just in case.)

Some predicaments requirea full-scale communication plan. I start with my best friend, because Lucy has talked me through every crisis since college:

SOS. Hot dad alert. Send help

Define 'hot dad.' Like, soccer practice hot or actual hot?