Rocky hoped like hell that his face wasn’t relaying his shock but damn, he needed to think of the right thing to say, and fast. How could this man have never had sex before? And how caveman was it of him to be fucking ecstatic about that? Fuck it. He was going to say what he thought. If it was the wrong thing to say, then he’d fix it somehow.
“There is absolutely no shame in that. Not a damn thing to be embarrassed or hesitant about.” Rocky cupped Aiden’s cheek so he’d get how serious Rocky was about this next part, “I fucking love that no man has had this ass before me. If that makes me a caveman then so be it, but the thought of being your first and, if I have my way, your only, makes me hot as fuck.”
“Really? Because that means I have no real experience in this area.”
“You don’t need experience for it to be exceptional, all you need is to follow my lead, do what I say. Daddy’s got you, baby and I’ll make damn sure it’s amazing for us both.”
Apparently, it was not the wrong thing to say as the tension eased out of Aiden’s shoulders and he took a deep breath before standing on his tip toes and placing a soft kiss on Rocky’s lips. Rocky slipped his hand around the back of Aiden’s head as he started to pull away and brought him back for a deeper kiss, slowly making love to the younger man’s mouth.
Rocky was compelled to claim this man, devour him. How he’d managed to resist for as long as he had was a mystery now. Rocky couldn’t imagine his life without Aiden any longer. He didn’t want to. The younger man had captured his heart and soul, and he had no desire to get them back.
Rocky gave Aiden’s lips a few nibbles before pulling back and looking him in the eyes. “Is sex somewhere you’d like tonight to go? Or would you like to wait a bit longer and be sure?” Aiden was already nodding his head and opening his mouth to reply but Rocky wanted to be absolutely certain the other man knew exactly what he was getting into. “Before you answer, I want you to think back to when I told you I’d be possessive. I wasn’t kidding, baby. I know what I want for the rest of my life, and that’s you. If you give me your first time, I will damn well make sure it’s not only your first, first time but your last first time as well.”
Aiden froze and stared as if Rocky had just declared he had two dicks. Maybe his declaration had been too much too soon? Rocky knew himself though, if they did this, he’d never be able to let Aiden go. He wouldn’t survive it, so Aiden had to be positive that this was what he wanted. That Rocky was what he wanted.
“But,” Aiden began before closing his mouth, swallowing, then trying again, “How can you know? It’s, umm… It’s only been a few days.”
Sweet boy, he had no idea, did he?
“Do you think I didn’t see and want you the moment we met? Did you think this attraction just suddenly developed when you hit your head? Do you think I haven’t been watching and wanting you for as long as I’ve known you? Sure, in the beginning it was easier to look away, but I haven’t been able to do that in a very long time now. Do you think I haven’t been fighting with my guilt over how much I instantly wanted you? You think I haven’t been compelled to learn everything I could about you?” Rocky cupped both sides of Aiden’s face and kept their gazes locked together as he continued, “You think I don’t know your penchant for getting stuck in something on that computer for days at a time? That I haven’t fought hard, every time you’ve done it, not to drag you away and put you to bed? You think I don’t notice how many times you eat those damned orange fish crackers instead of dinner? That I don’t want to bring you something nutritious? That I don’t know you sleep on your office sofa and want to spank your ass for sleeping there instead of a real bed where you can get real rest? Baby, the problem has never been me not being sure I want you. Not even why I tried to deny it. The only question there has ever been is if you want me. Forever.”
Aiden
Fuck. Had Rocky really just said all that? He’d wanted Aiden as long as Aiden had wanted him? Aiden had been so sure for so long that Rocky was an unreachable fantasy. That he’d never want someone like Aiden. He’d been so wrong, it seemed. Not that it should really surprise him. He’d never been great at reading people. He’d always known Rocky was an amazing guy. Much too good for Aiden. But one look in Rocky’s eyes had confirmed the truth of what the other man had said and Aiden knew. Somehow, he knew that Rocky would never let him down, would never send him away, would never hurt him. Rocky was everything Aiden had always wanted and never thought he’d get. There was no way he’d pass up the chance to have the man of his dreams. Forever.
For once, Aiden didn’t overthink his reply, he didn’t analyze it to death, he didn’t let his brain talk him out of it. For once, Aiden went with what his heart truly wanted.
“I trust you, Daddy. Make love to me. Make it amazing for both of us. Make me yours. Forever.”
Chapter Twenty-Five
Rocky
Fuck. Fuck! They were really doing this. Rocky’s brain seemed to be on overload as he slammed his lips to Aiden’s, plundering the depths of Aiden’s mouth, fucking it in a kiss that he was sure conveyed how much he wanted the other man.
Rocky had never had sex with a virgin before and the thought of being Aiden’s first made Rocky hot as fuck. He couldn’t deny it. He loved knowing he’d be his boy’s only lover. He did wonder if he’d been too quick to assume he could make it good for Aiden. At the same time, Rocky was determined that nothing would stop him from keeping that promise.
He gentled the kiss, nibbling on Aiden’s lips before trailing his lips along Aiden’s jawline. The small raspy texture from a light stubble had Rocky’s desire growing stronger. He did his best to temper it. He needed to slow down, make sure the other man was ready for him. The last thing Rocky wanted to do was hurt Aiden in any way.
Rocky pulled back a bit, and cradled his lover’s face in his hands, “Be a good boy for Daddy and climb onto the bed. Get on your hands and knees, palms flat on the mattress in front of you, ass as high in the air as you can get it.”
He’d barely finished speaking before Aiden was scrambling to do Rocky’s bidding. As he turned to the bedside table to get what he needed, Rocky had no doubts that he’d find Aiden in position exactly as he’d requested.
Rocky crawled up behind Aiden, relishing the sight of that delicious ass presented for his own pleasure. He couldn’t wait to sink his dick into those tight depths, to feel Aiden’s channel clenching around his cock.
Soon.
Jesus. Aiden was so fucking beautiful, and all his. Rocky tenderly caressed Aiden’s ass cheeks, barely holding back a chuckle when Aiden jumped at the unexpected touch. Rocky leaned in, kissing first one cheek then the other. He was so damn edible. Rocky couldn’t help himself, he nipped at Aiden’s ass, tenderly licking the spot to sooth it. When Aiden moaned and squirmed Rocky did it again.
He wasn’t leaving marks with his soft bites, but a large part of Rocky wanted to. He wanted to visibly mark the other man as his. Not just in intimate places either. Rocky wanted to leave his marks on Aiden for the world to see. The desire surprised him. He’d never been such a caveman before, but somehow when it came to Aiden, he wanted to shout his claim to the universe.
Continuing to kiss and nip his way over every inch of Aiden’s luscious ass, he worked the cap off the bottle of lube in his hand. He would have had an easier time of it if he’d pulled back to look at what he was doing but that would have meant pausing his exploration, and he wasn’t willing to do that.
Finally the cap came free and Rocky coated two of his fingers in the slick liquid before parting Aiden’s cheeks and squirting a small bit on his now exposed puckered hole.
“You’re mine,” he declared as he gently rubbed over Aiden’s hole, spreading the lube.
“Yes, Daddy.”
