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“We can stop right now, Angel,” I tell her, giving her one last chance to back out of us taking this further than we already have.
“I don’t want to stop, Alex. That was, um . . .,” she begins, not having words for what I’ve just made her feel.
“Did you like it?” I ask, needing to know that I gave her pleasure and she enjoyed what I did to her.
“I loved it,” she responds, reaching out to touch me as I move up her body and let my cock slide through her folds.
Leaning down, I kiss her deep as she wraps her arms around my neck holding me closer to her. We kiss for the longest time before I pull back. I want to slide deep in her pussy and I won’t do that without a condom. Moving to the side, I pull out a brand-new box and let Annabell watch me open it so she knows this is new and not something I’ve had lying in here from the past.
“Everythin’ in here is new and no female has been in this bed, room, or touched anythin’ in here but you, Angel. I have my latest test results in the drawer if you want to see them. I’ve been tested every year since movin’ here even though I wasn’t havin’ sex. I just made it part of my yearly check-up. Eventually I want to start a family with you, but that’s not until you’re ready for that step,” I tell her, waiting to see what she wants to do moving forward.
“I’m clean. I’ve also just been tested when I went in to get my last birth control shot. We need to get to know one better before we talk about having kids. I want them with you, Alex. Eventually,” she responds, holding back from removing a condom from the box. “I don’t want anything to come between us, Alex. I trust you and know you would never put me in a position where I get hurt.”
“Are you sure?” I question, not believing her words at first.
“Yes. Please, Alex. I need to feel you buried deep inside me,” she says, reaching between us and grabbing my cock as best as she can before sliding her hand up and down my length.
Closing my eyes, I take a minute to savor the feeling of her soft skin rubbing against my cock in ways I’ve only dreamed would happen. After a minute, I grab her hand and remove it from my length, telling her that if she doesn’t stop, this will be over with before it can even begin. Annabell pulls her hand back from my body and rests her hand on my shoulder.
“This is probably gonna be quick, Angel. It’s been a long time and I want you so fuckin’ bad. I’ll make it up to you the rest of the night, I promise,” I tell her, lining myself up and sliding in her pussy.
I move slowly, pushing an inch in at a time as Annabell relaxes her body beneath me. Before I know it, I’m buried deep. For a minute, neither one of us move. I look down at my girl as I rest my forehead against hers. With a small nod from her, I pull back and slide out of her pussy. Sliding back in, I let myself feel her clench around my length in her tight, wet channel. Wrapping her legs around my waist, Annabell moves her arms over my shoulders so her hands are resting on my back as if she’s trying to hold onto me so I don’t leave her. That’s never gonna fucking happen. As cliché as it sounds, I’ve found my home with her and my cock is where it’s always meant to be. No one else will ever compare to her after getting a taste of the one woman I’ve always wanted.
“Faster, Alex. Please,” Annabell begs me, her voice coming out in breathy gasps as her nails dig a little bit into my back.
Doing as she asks, I pull back and I slide in faster than I have been, adding a twist to my hips and making sure I press against her clit every time our bodies meet. Annabell is moaning continuously now and I feel the sweat start to cover my body. I can already feel myself getting close to finding my release because it has been so fucking long and my girl feels like heaven wrapped around me as she begins to flutter and tremor with her orgasm building deep inside.
Reaching between us, I easily find her clit as I press my lips to hers once more. Rubbing her clit, I catch the moans releasing from Annabell and move my hips faster. I release her mouth and press kisses along her jaw to her neck. My sweet Angel tilts her head to the side, giving me all the access I need. I move my mouth down until I’m able to suck a nipple into my mouth. Biting down on her hard peak, I pinch her clit just hard enough and it throws her over the edge. Annabell digs her nails into my back and drags her hands up, giving me a bite of pain I didn’t know I’d like.
“Alex!” she screams, her voice echoing off the walls and alerting anyone close by to exactly what we’re doing right now.
I thrust deep in her body once, twice, three more times before I throw my head back and roar out my own release.
“Annabell!” I growl out, my voice sending vibrations through both of us.
I don’t allow my entire weight to drop down on top of Annabell because I’ll crush her. Holding myself back just enough not to hurt her, I roll over and pull her body on top of mine without sliding my cock from her pussy. I’m not ready for us to separate yet. We’re both breathing heavy and our hearts continue to beat wildly in our chests as I rub my hands up and down her back. Annabell burrows deeper into my body and holds me close.
“Are you okay?” I ask her when my breathing finally slows down enough for me to talk.
“I’m perfect. Thank you, Alex. That was better than I ever dreamed possible,” she responds, her voice brushing against my skin as it finally starts to cool down.
“We’re not done yet, Angel. I’m just gettin’ started with you,” I tell her, sitting up with her still in my arms as I get out of bed and carry her into the bathroom.
Finally, I pull from her body and set her on the counter by the sink. Turning on the water in the shower, I let it heat up for a minute before I lift her in my arms once more and step under the water with her. For the first time in my life, I take care of a woman after I’ve been with her. I wash Annabell from head to toe and then she does the same for me. After showering, I get her out and dry her off before heading back into the bedroom and laying her down under the blankets. For the rest of the night, Annabell and I explore one another’s bodies. I learn every inch of her and allow her to take her time as she hesitates to explore my body, her inexperience showing. I love that my Angel hasn’t been with anyone but that one fucker and will learn how to please me from me while I show her how it feels to be pleased by a man. Tonight is just the first night of many.
Chapter Twenty
Annabell
WAKING UP IN Vault’s bed with his arms wrapped around me as I lay more on his body than the bed is something I’ve only dreamed of. I never thought it would be my reality after everything that happened. No matter what happens between us moving forward, I will never regret being with him. He spent hours last night into this morning showing me that a man will make sure the woman he’s with can find pleasure instead of just taking what he wants and not giving a fuck if the girl even enjoys what he’s doing to her. Vault let me explore his body and he taught me how to give a man pleasure because I’ve never had the chance to do that. When he explored my body, he showed me that there are places I never thought would turn me on. Maybe it's just because I was with him. I honestly don’t know yet. What I do know is that I’m not ready to confront him and figure out what this means for us.
I don’t want him to see me as that clingy girl that he has sex with and then she can’t leave him alone. So, as quietly as I can, I get out of his bed and grab my clothes from the floor where they were thrown last night. Putting them on, I keep my eyes trained on the bed and make sure that Vault doesn’t wake up so I can make my escape. I’m not going to say that I’m not afraid of what comes next for us because I am. If he decides to tell me that this was just a one-time thing, I’ll accept it even as it breaks my heart. In one night, Vault ruined me for any other man. I will never be with anyone else without comparing them to him because of everything he made me feel and the things he did to my body. It’s going to be a problem and I can live with that. There won’t be any choice for me.
Leaving Vault’s room after dressing and throwing my hair up in a messy bun, I have my back to the hallway as I softly close the door so it doesn’t wake him up.
“Walk of shame, Pretty Girl?” Valor asks me, making me jump as I turn to face him.
Valor’s leaning on the doorframe of his room with his arms crossed over his chest and a smirk on his face. With my hand over my chest, I suck in a deep breath of air and walk over to him, punching him in the shoulder.
